Contributions to the tribute of Michael A. Carrano

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, how are you? i miss you so much everyday. i think about you all the time and wish for one more time i could talk to you or give you a big hug and kiss. you know how we used to talk about things just me and you, well i really miss that. i have so much on my mind, so many things i need to talk to you about, that i find myself just talking to you out loud when i am by myself. you know how i always felt like the blacksheep, well i feel like that even more now that you are gone. i always felt that there was a reason why i never was included in alot of things that go on and if i don't ask whats going on i will never find out. sometimes i just feel all alone. i know i have my kids and gene but i really need my mother and sisters and they keep a distance. i just dont know why. well enough of that. i hope you are at peace. they say in heaven you feel no pain, i really hope so daddy. came to see you last week, there was so much snow that we had to sit in the car, but i sent you a hug and a kiss and said a prayer that you are at peace. please watch over everyone and once in awhile send a sign that you are around. i miss you so much and like i said before, i am in a deep depression that i cant seem to get out of. i love you so much daddy and i will never get over the fact that i will never see you here again. sometimes i can't wait to get to heaven to see you. well say hi to everybody, send them my love, especially grandma blanche. i will talk to you again, and until we meet again, i will love and miss you forever. renee

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps just thought i wud stop in with you for a little bit..well im doin fine working like usual and stuff.it snowed twice big this year thanks i know u know we love the snow :) well of course i miss u very much and love you well gramps just saying hi i g2g for now LOVE U rest in peace

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NAT posted a condolence

HEY MICK HOW IT GOING UP IN HEAVEN I HAVEN'T WROTE YOU IN A WHILE SORRY, IT'S JOUST HARD FOR ME TO EVEN COME ON THIS PAGE BUT I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT WHETHER I WRITE OR NOT YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND FOREVER ON MY MIND I AM AT WORK WRITE NOW SO I'LL LET YOU REST UNITL NEXT TIME I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EXPLAIN LOVE YOU LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES NAT

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA IT'S ME AGAIN JUST CHECKING IN WITH YOU. I HOPE YOUR VALENTINE'S DAY IN HEAVEN WAS GOOD. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH GREGGIE GOT HIS LISCENCE LAST TUESDAY & HE TURNED 18 THIS MONDAY I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW THE TIME WENT BYE. MOMMY,GREGGIE,D & MYSELF WENT OUT TO EAT ON SATURDAY FOR HIS BIRTHDAY WE WENT TO CLUB 199 I HAD KING CRAB LEGS I HAD ONE FOR YOU PAPPA YOU WERE IN MY THOUGHTS EVERY MINUTE. NOW EASTER IS COMING & WE ARE ALL GOING TO THE BROWNSTONE & CAN'T FORGET THE LAST TIME WE WENT YOU DIDN'T FEEL GOOD & COULD HARDLY EAT ANYTHING. I DON'T LIKE THAT MEMORY I WISH YOU COULD BE THERE WITH US THIS YEAR I KNOW YOU WILL BE IN SPIRIT BUT THAT IS NOT THE SAME. YOU HAVEN'T COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS FOR AWHILE I WISH YOU WOULD I MISS TALKING TO YOU. WELL PAPPA I GOTTA GO FOR NOW YOU KNOW HOW BOSSES ARE (HA HA) LOVE YOU & MISS YOU ALOT REST IN PEACE LOVE LISA

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gabby posted a condolence

hi gramps its valentines day and im wondering how grandmas feeling i just seen her yesterday but i didnt see her yet today but i guess shes alright..well anyways i miss you i feel like im missisng something in my heart.. im nothing without u in my life...i cant believe its already 4 months since you been gone but anyways i will talk to you later or whenever i get back to you ok so goodbye for now ilove you alot and if you were here you would be my valentine but i love you very muchh and i know you love me too... gabby

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michelle posted a condolence

hello my father...happy valentines day...this is the first valentines day in a long time that i will not be getting a chocolate rose from you but that's ok i would much rather have a real hug from you instead..if only that were possible...i see mommy everyday and sometimes every night and i know how much she misses you...she tells me all the time how she wishes just once she would dream of you but she doesn't...valentines day is a day to show the one you love just how you feel about them if you get the chance maybe you could give her a kiss in her dreams tonight...i love you my father(rubbing your head)...rest in peace

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps is ur 4th month in heaven and our 4th month without you oo how i miss u gramps more then u would ever know. time is flying past so fast i cant believe its already 4 months it feels like yesterday..if you only knew how much we all missed u gramps its hard without u..everyones just been different i guess sine u left us.nothing the same.well gramps i got a car im so excited i cant wait to drive it..im doin ok in schhool could be doin alot better but im trying..well gramps i miss u n love u so ery much keep an eye on all of us say a little prayer for us 2 rest in peace gramps LOVE U

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN. YOU ARE MISSED & LOVED BY EVERYONE. THIS WEEKEND WAS A TUFF ONE FOR ME I MISSED OUR TIME TOGETHER WHEN I WOULD HAVE TAKEN YOU FOR MOMMY'S VALENTINE'S DAY GIFT & WE USED TO GO FOR COFFEE & TALK I LOVED THOSE TIMES TOGETHER. PLEASE AFTER MOMMY ON VALENTINE'S DAY IT'S GOING TO A ROUGH ONE FOR HER SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH. SHE TRIES TO BE STRONG FOR ALL OF US. GREGGIE GOES FOR HIS LICENSE TOMORROW I AM SO NERVOUS. NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU & MOMMY WENT THROUGH WHEN WE ALL GOT OUR LICENSE. EASTER IS COMING AND WE ARE ALL GOING TO THE BROWNSTONE IT WON'T BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU WELL GOTTA GO FOR NOW MY BOSS JUST GOT BACK REST IN PEACE SAY HELLO TO EVRYONE FOR ME. SLEEP WELL KNOWING WE ARE LOOKING AFTER MOMMY TILL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN I LOVE YOU PAPPA REST WELL LISA

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its one day before your 4th month in heaven and i miss you so much. i can't believe it, i dont want to believe that your gone, i think everyday about you and wonder if i am dreaming, that its just a long unhappy dream and when i wake up you will still be here. valentines day is wednesday and mommy will be missing you so much, as we all will. all of my heart will be with you that day, and i know you remember all the love you shared with mommy and i hope you will be with her in spirit that day. i really try hard everyday to just get through the day, but no one really knows the depression i am in. i miss you so much that it feels like a physical pain that wont go away. i cant concentrate on work or simple everyday things. i find myself crying more than laughing and i guess the kids see it because they are always asking me whats wrong. i know that life goes on and that someday the pain will ease and things might be a little more normal than not, but right now i cant see past what i am feeling now. i look at your picture everyday and talk to you, and i make sure i always have a candle lit by it to really see your beautiful face. i don;t ever want to forget what you looked like or forget the sound of your voice. i think of things you said and can see your facial expressions and hear your voice so clear that i pray its real. well maggie bought a car, well she's paying my boss a little at a time so that in june she will get her license and be able to drive. i am so proud of her daddy, you would be too. jarred is doing really well in school and of course he will be getting his license in june too, but he is a little lazy, hahaha. louie is out of jail and still the same, thats all i am going to say about that. daemon is still seeing danielle, and looking for work. genie looks for work when the mood strikes him but i am sure in time they will all find their way in this world, but a little extra help from you wouldnt hurt.greggie will be turning l8 this month and daddy he is such a good boy. i know you can see us all, and i know you see that some of us have problems and i hope that all the problems will resolve, just pray for all of us. we are going to the brownstone for easter again with aunt angie and andrea too. we are expecting our first big snow storm on tuesday and wednesday. i am glad in a way, i love the snow. well daddy happiness in heaven on your 4th month with god. say hello to everyone with you. i will love and miss you forever, daddy, till we meet again, happy valentines day may the angels hold you close and keep you in peace. with all my love, renee

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lisa posted a condolence

hi pappa it's wednesday the 7th a week before valentine's day and i know by this week end i would have taken you to get mommy's gift & card it's these holiday's that really btear me apart because i know we would have been together shopping i miss you very much we went by mommy's super bowl sunday it wasn't the same without you aunt mary was very down after we ate me & d sneaked out & came to see you at the cemetary i talked to you and told you how good the manest was but i know you had your own with grandma & grandpa. greggie goes for his license next tuesday pappa please look after him when he driving i worry so much about him and everyone. i can't sleep on saturday until mommy calls me that she is home from aunt marie's house. she laughs about it. but i can't sleep until i get that phone call we all are looking out for mommy so don't you worry you can rest in peace knowing that. i love you & miss every single day. gotta go for know we will talk again soon love lisa

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its the saturday before super bowl and as you know neither one of our teams is in it, what else is new, ha ha. i will be rooting for the colts. mommy is making minest for freddy and aunt mary,but they decided not to watch the game this year, well mommy really doesn't like it anyway, and freddy is sad that he can't watch it with you. we started making plans for easter this year and we will be going back to the brownstone, aunt angie and andrea too. i miss you terribly daddy as do we all. time flys by and soon it will be spring, i know you like that season. you are at peace in a beautiful spot and the trees will be hugging you when they bloom. the ache i feel is so strong and i guess i still can't believe you are gone. april will be here soon and i will be 50 and i wanted you to be here to share that with me, but i will share that day with you in my heart. i talk to your picture everyday and say goodnight to you everynight with hopes that you will be in my mind when fall asleep so i can see and hear you in my dreams. life is hard and everyone has to deal with ups and downs and pain and heartache, and i have dealt with some but nothing i had to deal with comes close to losing you. well rest in peace daddy, say hi to everyone. i will be thinking about you more tommorrow during game time. enjoy the game in heaven with everyone, and as always, till we meet again, i'll love and miss you forever. with all my love, renee

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA I HAVEN'T TALK TO YOU IN AWHILE BUT I GO TO SEE YOU EVERY WEEK & I TALK TO YOU THERE THANK YOU FOR LOOKING OVER ME LAST WEEK IT WAS VERY STRESSFUL. BUT EVERYTHING WENT GOOD THANKS GREEGIE IS DOING VERY WELL IN SCHOOL & WITH HIS SPORTS. I AM VERY PROUD OF HIM AND CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS GOING TO 18 IN 2 WEEKS HOW TIME FLIES. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY. LOOK OVER MOMMY AND KEEP HER STRONG FOR US. WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU VERY MUCH GOTTA GO FOR NOW REST IN PEACE PAPPA TILL WE MEET AGAIN LISA

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps its me maggie havent been here for awhile to talk with you so i thought i should come and say hi...it finally snowed a little bit :) its gonna be 4 months already that u left us n i still cant believe it...i miss u so much grandpa more then iever thought i could miss someone...well granpa i love you g2g good night rest in peace

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its been a week since i talked to you last and i want to keep you updated on whats going on. louie is out of jail, and tasha went to court about the baby and they said yes. its saturday and she still doesn't have the baby home, please say an extra prayer that he comes home soon. i really, really miss you daddy, more everyday. the pain of losing you seems to never go away, not even a little. i hope you are happy in heaven. i never knew the pain of losing someone would last like it was yesterday. i wish i could see you and talk to you, we are all really lost without you. l love you so very much. well just wanted to check in with you and hope you are at peace. until we meet again daddy, i will love and miss you forever.

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renee posted a condolence

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renee posted a condolence

hi DADDY, well its been a couple of days since i talked to you so i thought now would be a good time. first, i would like to thank you so very much for watching over lisa this week. we were all worried about her but everything turned out just fine, thank god. the weather has turned very cold and it even snowed today a little bit, very little but it looked nice anyway. i miss you very much as always and still can't grasp the idea that i will never see you again, not on earth anyway.my heart breaks for mommy everyday and i pray every night that god gives her strength and that he gives her good health for a very long time. i know you miss her and she misses you so much, but we need her here with us, we want to be selfish for a long long time. i want to ask you for another favor daddy, send good things to tasha this week, she is supposed to become a foster parent to edwins grandson, she wants this so bad and i want her to have this chance, she will be a wonderful mother. well i am feeling better than the last time i talked to you, not 100 percent but alot better. i probably will see you on sunday with mommy and michelle. well keep a close eye on all of us and i will always wish you peace and happiness in heaven and know that you are loved and missed. well gotta go for now, cooking dinner, but daddy, till we meet again, i love you with all my heart, renee

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps jsut thought i would stop in for a bit with u..ITS SNOWING!!!! finally even though i know u loved the warm weather where u used to sit with ur chair in the sun but heyy u let it snow atleast once for my mom n u know how she loves it n she was hopin it would snow jsut once this winter so thanxs...wow gramps nuttin just seems to be the same without u anymore american idol started n i know how u loved to get kicked out of the living room hahaha cuz u didnt know how to act hahaha...well gramps i miss u more then words can express but for now im gonna let u rest goodnight grampa I LOVE YOU :)

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michelle posted a condolence

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN I MISS YOU SO MUCH PAPPA AS DOES EVERYONE ELSE I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR REALLY GONE YET. I HOPE YOU ARE RESTING & AT PEACE AND GOD WELCOMED YOU WITH OPEN ARMS. GREGGIE IS DOING GOOD IN BASKETBALL IN RANKED 3RD IN THE COUNTY FOR REBOUNDS BUT I AM SURE YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN WATCHING OVER US I JUST FEEL YOUR PRESENCE. YOU CALLED MY NAME ONE NIGHT WHEN I WAS WATCHING DISHES AND I ANSWERED YOU WHAT BUT YOU WEREN'T THERE. I JUST WISH ONCE YOU WILL COME & TALK TO ME. YOU CAN NOT IMAGINE HOW THIS EFFECTED EVERYONE MOMMY, MY SISTERS, YOUR GRANDKIDS, I JUST FEEL SO SAD FOR MOMMY SHE LOOKS SO LONELY & LOST WITHOUT YOU. EVERYONE TRIES TO KEEP HER BUSY. BUT IT HURTS TO SEE HER LIKE THAT. PAPPA PLEASE WATCH OVER ME ON THURSDAY & LET EVERYTHING BE OK. WELL GOT TO GO FOR NOW I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL REST IN PEACE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE LISA

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well its been 3 months today that you left us and the pain feels like the first day. you know something really strange happened this morning, i woke up at 3 am to go to the bathroom went back to bed a starting dreaming about boxing, don't ask me why. at 4am i heard your voice saying ray, ray get up, it was so clear like you were next to me. i woke up and put on the tv and the boxing movie raging bull was on, i know you liked that movie, and so do i, so i stayed up and watched to whole thing. what i was thinking is that maybe you wanted some company, maybe you wanted to let me know that you are always with us. which ever it was it was so wonderful to hear your voice so clear and strong. maybe heaven is a better place, if so you must be at peace, i hope so daddy. i know i speak for all of us when i say that we feel cheated that we did not have more time with you, that sometimes, as i said before that we let the little things go unsaid, but i hope you know how much i love you and miss you. i hope heaven is everything you thought it would be and more and hope that there will be room for all of us someday. i miss you so much. i still can't believe you are gone. there is not a day that goes by that you are not the first thing on my mind and the last thing on my mind at night. i will never get over you leaving and pray only that you are at total peace and resting well and feel all the love we send you everyday. as always daddy send your strength and love down to us, we all need all we can get. watch over my sisters, mommy and of course all our children. send a little extra support for louie dad. i am sure you know whats going on so please, just a little extra support his way. rest in peace always and if tears could bring you back, you would have been here a long time ago, but since we know things dont happen that way i will leave you now with the deepest love and respect. sleep with the angels daddy and until we meet again, i will always love and miss you.

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michelle posted a condolence

all of our thoughts and prayers are with you today this being the third month anniversary in heaven..my father i hope you have found a peace like no other and i hope heaven is everything you knew it would be because that is the only thing that would make any sense out of all of this...god decided to take you home to his kingdom so that you could feel no pain and there would be no anxiety or fear just a beautiful peaceful place where there are people that have waited a long time to be reunited with youin eternity...and if we beleive in our faith then someday we will all be together again...wait for us daddy...but until that time watch over us and love us the way we love you and always will

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maggie posted a condolence

well gramps its going to be you 3 month anniversary tommmorow just cant begin to tell u how much i miss u grandpa...i talk to u grandpa sometimes i ask u for help n maybe u do actually help me who knows..u know gramp u were a great man at times u were difficult to deal with but u did things ur way for reasons and most of the time it was beacuse u loved us..i rember u always sayin to me make sure u do something with ur life u will have a great life n i will alwyas remember that yeah maybe at times u would say things without thinking n hurt someones feeling and sometimes they wouldnt talk to u for awhile but we all began to learn that that was u and there was no changing that for anyone u wud hold ur tongue at times but other times u didnt care and maybe thats y i love u so much because u werent afriad to show how u felt..what iim tryin to say is granpa that at tiimes i find myself sayin things to peope i odnt mean but i cant take the words back but i know these people know i love them just like we all knew u loved us..i miss u so much....as times passes by i hope to think of u and smile instead of always being sad i know i will ventually but for now this is as good as its gonna get well granps happy 3 months i love u n miss u intill we meet again ur granddaughter ~maggie~ <3

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michelle posted a condolence

well here we are approaching your 3 month anniversary in heaven wow !!! i still can't believe this has happened i know we keep saying that but it is the truth none of us has even begun to come to terms with being without you it just seems so unimaginable ... all i keep saying is thank god we all have each other to lean on...aunt marie aunt angie andrea have all been godsends and of course freddie and michelle have been great support for us all...freddie came down and took us all out for dinner which was wonderful...aunt angie and mommy have gotten even closer than they ever were and it is so nice to see them together and marie...well you know marie she wouldn't ever not be there for mommy and thank god for that...there are no words to thank all of them and no way of letting you know just how much we all miss you and love you...rest well my father...you will always be with me

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well i guess you know by now that the giants lost. even though i don't like them i actually was hoping they would win, just for you. it took alot of pride but i did it anyway, ha ha. well i have been really sick, the last time i spoke to you i told you i had a cold but now its everything, throat, cold, ears, chest, fever, you name it i got it. oh well, thats flu season. well the weather is starting to change, its really starting to feel like winter. i just wish it would snow, you know me and snow. how are you daddy. i hope at peace and happy. i thought so much about you on new years eve, i never really liked that holiday, but i dreaded it even more that night. i really miss you so much that i sometimes find it very hard to think about anything else. i hear your voice sometimes and i know i am not going crazy. so many people i see in a distance remind me of you, that i have to stop and stare just to make sure that if it is you i wont miss the chance to talk to you face to face. its not scary at all, but it makes the hurt of not really seeing you so much more. i say good morning and good night to you everyday, i have the picture of you on the beach on my wall unit and i keep a candle lit there all the time, its such a beautiful picture daddy. its one of my favorite people and my favorite place to be all in one. well i hope i feel better by the weekend so i can come and visit with you on sunday with mommy and michelle. well i will talk to you soon and until we meet again, i will love and miss you forever. love, renee

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gabby posted a condolence

hi gramps how u been.. i miss u alot and i wish i can just see u one more time but just not one more time i wish i can see u for a long time.well i just wanted to tell u how much i miss u and how much alot of things remind me of u this week so i will talk to u when ever i get back ok..i love youalotttt..love gabby

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps! thought i would stop in for a lil while and talk with you...i miss u gramps so much but i bet u already know that because u know when im thinkin bout you n thats alot..its funny lately so many things remind me of you..i was in work and a man came in looked just like you i just stood there hopin it was you he gave me the biggest smile n said bye how i wish it was you...i often dream bout you to only if one time that wish could be true i would be happy. time is flyin past so fast..and as times goes by i miss u more n more i know the pain of you leaving us will eventually heal but the pain of me never seeing you again wont all i have is memories and pictures of you and i will cherish them forever especially the most recent picture i have of me n you i carry it around everywhere with me..maybe im still in shock that ur gone but i know it was for the better god wouldnt take you if it wasnt meant to be..im just happy you stuck around for 16yr so i got to know u and let me tell u u were one in a kind gramps noones like you thats a good thing haha well granpa time for me to gonow I LOVE YOU ALWAYS N FOREVER intill we meet again with all my love maggie

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michelle posted a condolence

hello my father...well your giants blew it sorry to say...better luck next year i guess...tasha told me you came to her in her dreams last night...she was so much better today than she has been lately so thanks for looking out for her...she needed to know that you were still around and now she knows...i never doubted it for a minute...i know you are with all of us everyday in one way or another but thanks anyway for letting her know that too. i love you my father as always...talk to you soon...see you in my dreams i hope.

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renee posted a condolence

good morning daddy, its sunday morning and i usually go with mommy and michelle to visit with you, but today i have a terrible cold so i thought i would visit with you here at home. daemon went to see you yesterday and it was the first time since you left us, he was upset, but he said he talked to you and that it hurt to see your grave, but he was ok with the fact that it is better than suffering, even though we all miss you so much. the weather has been so warm, not even one bit of snow and maybe because you liked the warm weather, god granted you a special wish. the grass where you are is so green it is unbelievable. the spring will be here in a couple of months and the trees will bloom and you will have a beautiful place where we can spend some spring cool days with you and watch everything bloom together. keep an eye on us, especially mommy. i just want to let you know that i have my air conditioners on, hahaha. you would say that i was from another planet. remember? daddy, i will talk to you during the week, and by the way, the giants are playing the wildcard today, dallas lost yesterday, so they are out. maybe, just maybe i will route for your giants, maybe. well gotta go for now, i love and miss you more everyday, and until we meet again, i am sending you a big hug and kiss. i love you. renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its friday night, the weeks seem to go so fast, where does the time go? i was thinking about you last night alot, we were watching rocky 6, and he was saying that he felt that he had more to do in life, i was thinking about how like you he had a wonderful love for his wife and son, and im sure you felt that you also had more to do. how i remember you saying that you prayed every night to have you 50th anniversary, and you did. we had such a great time, dancing and laughing and i keep that memory alive. its a special memory because when you were dancing with me you told me that you were happy, that you loved all your kids, and grandkids so much and you said, ray, if i die tomorrow, i lived a good life with your momma and i made my anniversary, and of course i said to you, i don't want to hear it, stop saying that, but when i think back now i am really glad you said it, because i know you were happy. daddy i miss you more every passing day, i wish like i always say that i had even one more hour with you, there is so much more i wanted to say to you. i hurt for mommy so much, we love her and we need her too. i heard that song today, dance with my father and i was thinking about mommy and how i wish she could have that one last dance with you, i would give anything for that. well i wanted to talk to you for awhile and if you can see me, im throwing you a great big hug and kiss. i love you so much daddy, and, until we meet again, i will keep you in my heart forever.

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michelle posted a condolence

hi my father...just thinking about you alot this morning...i miss you very much everytime i look at your picture i talk to you i hope you hear me i would hate to think i was talking to myself...i think the bird misses you ...everytime i go by the house i talk to him and he seems to respond to the sound of my voice...mommy says he misses the music from the radio that you used to play for him so i told her to sing...she thought i was nuts but i thought it was funny...i love you my father rest well...i'm sure you and big tony and uncle billy and grampa already got a good poker game going try not to swear to much at each other i don't think god likes that too much...talk to you soon...meet me in my dreams

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daemon posted a condolence

wuts up gramps :).its a new year now and i been thinkin alot about you.i miss you alot.like when we would watch the football games on sunday or play cards.wish u could be here to celebrate the new year.but i know you are celebratin in your own way right now :).i know your watchin me all day everyday and thats wut keeps a smile on my face.thanks for everything. much love....daemon

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maggie posted a condolence

happy new year gramps its 2007 wow 2006 flew past i have to admitt im glad 2006 is over with because that year was painful im just hopin 2007 can be better gramps i miss u a whole lot i might not show it but inside i wish u were still here sumtimes i just sit n think bout u n bout all the fun times we had together im just glad u were a part of my life for 16 years..hope u had a great new year in heaven n i know ur watchin over us gramps like we asked u too..well gramps i gotta go its not goodbye its see you later love u

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renee posted a condolence

just a quick hello today dad. just wanted to check in with you. it seems that 2007 started off bad, alot of things going on. i feel like if i didn't have gene and the kids i would have no one. say a prayer for me, i am feeling really depressed. sometimes i don't know which way to turn, hopefully everything will turn out for the best. i miss you and wish i could just talk to you again. gotta go now, until we meet again, i'll always love you. renee

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renee posted a condolence

happy new year daddy. went to visit with you yesterday with mommy and michelle, its so sad that you are not going to be with us in the new year. i want you to know that you will always be in my heart and i will try to make this year better than last. as time goes on i realize that the only things that matter in this life are family. i love my family very much, even though sometimes i don't really show it. please watch over us this year, bring us some closure or at least strength, so that maybe things might get back to as normal as possible. i miss you like crazy daddy, and i don't think i will ever get used to you not being here. i think about you all the time and wonder where all the time went, it went so fast. this year i want to make peace with everyone that i might have done something to. sometimes i guess i hurt people without knowing, i try to do the right thing for everyone but sometimes that causes pain for someone else. i promise to make amends. well gotta go daddy, talk to you later. i love you with all my heart. until we meet again, happy new year in heaven, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its saturday morning around 8:30, i just put a pot of coffee on, everyone is still asleep, so i thought i would spend this time with you. i dreamnt about you last night, it was beautiful. you were dancing with mommy, not at your anniversary party, but on the beach, it was sunny and cool and the sky was crystal clear. you both had a big smile on your faces and i was watching from a distance, it was so real i felt like i could have reached out and touched you, than i woke up. you looked so happy and healthy. i miss you so much and it is not getting any easier, the longer times goes by the more i miss you. we had dinner with freddy and michelle last night at lorenzos, it was nice. aunt angie, andrea, michelle, jose, gene, mommy and liz were all there. well another year has come to an end, and it turned out to be the worst year of my life. i would give anything, anything at all to have you back here with us. well dad just wanted to check in with you today. i will talk to you again, but in case its not exactly at midnight tomorrow night, i will look to heaven and send you a big hug and kiss and pray that the new year will bring all of us some kind of peace and acceptance. and always i hope you forever are at peace. until we meet again, i'll love and miss you forever, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its saturday morning around 8:30, i just put a pot of coffee on, everyone is still asleep, so i thought i would spend this time with you. i dreamnt about you last night, it was beautiful. you were dancing with mommy, not at your anniversary party, but on the beach, it was sunny and cool and the sky was crystal clear. you both had a big smile on your faces and i was watching from a distance, it was so real i felt like i could have reached out and touched you, than i woke up. you looked so happy and healthy. i miss you so much and it is not getting any easier, the longer times goes by the more i miss you. we had dinner with freddy and michelle last night at lorenzos, it was nice. aunt angie, andrea, michelle, jose, gene, mommy and liz were all there. well another year has come to an end, and it turned out to be the worst year of my life. i would give anything, anything at all to have you back here with us. well dad just wanted to check in with you today. i will talk to you again, but in case its not exactly at midnight tomorrow night, i will look to heaven and send you a big hug and kiss and pray that the new year will bring all of us some kind of peace and acceptance. and always i hope you forever are at peace. until we meet again, i'll love and miss you forever, renee

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michelle posted a condolence

well we are going to say goodbye to another year...but never goodbye to you just so long until we meet again...watch over us in this new year...we will be praying for you and missing you...what was our saying to each other...when one is weak the other will be strong well i need you to be strong now for me it's been a roough year and it will aonly be rougher now that you are not hear to hold onto...happy new year in heaven...i love you always

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michelle posted a condolence

well i typed a whole letter to you but colosed out the page before i got a chance to send it but thats ok i know you saw it happy new year in heaven i love you

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gabby posted a condolence

hi gramps, hi grandpa,now its 3 days after chriatmas and it want the without you we all wish you were there and u know we were all thinking of you on christmas eve at granmas house.. all of ur grandchildren were talking about you and you woudlnt even believe even nuni was talking to u. we all miss and love you with all of our hearts and we will all try to take care of granma for you...grandma is stressing alot i can even amaginr wat she feels like waking up in the morning without no one there but we will try to takecare of her as i said.. but now i got to go i will talk to u soon alright i hope you had a great christmas...i miss you andi love you very much.....nuni told me to tell you that he said hi and that he misses playing cards with you but bye for now... p.s. i will talkto you when i get back alright and i will try to be good for you and my parents alright byeee...

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renee posted a condolence

just wanted to say hi. sending you a hug. i love you and till we meet again, goodnight and rest well. renee

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B.J. posted a condolence

i have never felt a pain like i felt when i got a phone call saying you had passed away i felt like i had died myself, i think the hardest thing i ever had to do was let go of your casket comeing out of the church you were my hero as a child , as a teenager , and now as an adult i hear your voice in my head i feel your presence all round me i even see you walking around sometimes i dont know if i am going crazy or what all i know is i will always remember you pulling me out of santa's hands teaching me how to play cards rideing on your big mower when you were working and everything else we used to do together that i wiah everyday we could still do christmas without you was not christmas i tried to act happy for grandma and everyone else but it gets harder everytime i have cried more in the last few months then i have in my life mainly becuase the last time we saw each other i was mad, and i never got to say goodbye or tell you i how much i love you i am so sorry i wasnt around more when you were in the hospital if i had one more chance i would be there everyday with you "i love you and will carry you aND EVERYTHING YOU EVER TOUGHT ME WITH ME IN MY HEART AS LONG AS I LIVE"

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maggie posted a condolence

merry christmas grandpa i miss u n love u

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well we made it through christmas day, thank god. its almost the end of another year i can't believe it went so fast. my only wish is that the year would have ended in september,then you would still be here and i wouldn't be sending you these messages. i know that no one can turn back time, but i think if i could i would turn back the time to 1957, the year i was born so then at least i would have almost 50 more years with you. i miss you and i can't imagine starting 2007 without you. my wish for the new year is very simple,that our family stays strong and healthy, that each of us can find our own peace, grieve the way we choose to, try to live each day like it was our last and give mommy the strength to accept what happened and be happy knowing that you both shared a wonderful life together. for me personally, my wish is that all my kids have a good life, are healthy and can make their way in this life, should anything happen to me. i also wish that my sisters are always in my life, because i love them so much, that they always have everything they deserve, are healthy, happy and content with their lives. i would be lost without them. maybe from heaven you could keep an eyeful watch over all of us and send some blessings down to us. well just wanted to check in with you today daddy. talk to you soon. as always, till we meet again, i love you so much. PS: i know it may sound silly, but sometimes i can't wait to get to heaven just so i can see you again. i really, really miss you, so much that it hurts. i'll love and miss you forever, renee

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renee posted a condolence

merry christmas daddy, the morning started at 5:00am, maggie had to be in work. it is now 10:30, presents are unwrapped, dinner is partly in the oven, had coffee with michelle and talked to mommy. its christmas, christmas without you and it is a very sentimental day. the memories are as fresh as ever and the emptiness is almost unbearable, but we will get through as best as we can. i hope you are all together today in heaven and everyone is smiling. i miss you so much, especially today. well just wanted to talk a little with you and hope you are at rest. we will all always keep the family together the way you would have wanted it, so you can be at peace knowing that. i will talk to you soon and as always till we meet again, i will love and miss you forever. i am sending you a big hug and kiss. i love you daddy, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its just about ll:00pm and i just came home from your house, its christmas eve. its the first time in almost 50 years that i didn't share the holiday with you, 50 years daddy, where did all the time go. we visited with you today and it was so sad. all the memories come flooding back, good memories and sad because you are only here in spirit with us. how i miss you so much, its like a physical pain that won't go away. my heart aches for you as for mommy. i wish with all my heart that i could do something to ease her lonliness and her pain, but right now i guess she wants to go it alone and though it hurts i understand. the love you both had for each others was beautiful and i only can imagine what kind of pain she must be feeling right now, because i know the pain i am feeling. there was a silent loss at the house tonight, i guess we went through the motions and the food was good and we laughed and got through it, we did hobbies, you know all the usual stuff, but i was dying inside, i can't believe we will never share another holiday with you and so every holiday will pass and the way i feel now, they will never be the same. you are always on my mind and forever and ever in my heart daddy. i will love and miss you more than you will ever know. well merry christmas daddy in heaven, watch over us especially mommy. by the way the fish soup was good but not as good as yours, ha ha. i love you, rest in peace and until we meet again, i will keep you forever in my heart.

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA IT'S 3 DAYS BEFORE X MAS EVE I WENT OUT SHOPPING WITH MOMMY LAST NIGHT & WE WENT TO KHOL'S I COULDN'T STAND GOING IN THER BECAUSE THAT'S WERE WE USED TO TO OUR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING TOGETHER I HAD A GOOD TIME WITH MOMMY BUT THE MEMORIES GOING THERE HURT SO MUCH. I MISS YOU MORE & MORE EVERY DAY EVERYONE SAY'S IT GETS BETTER. I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER GET BETTER. IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT YOUR NOT HERE WITH US. I COULDN'T EVEN MAKE YOUR CHRISTMAS COOKIES THIS YEAR. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. WATCH OVER MOMMY & GIVE HER THE STRENGHT TO COPE WITH THE HOLIDAYS THIS YEAR & EVERY YEAR. SHE NEEDS YOU MORE THAN EVER. REST IN PEACE SAY HELLO TO EVRYONE FOR ME I WILL BE BACK SHORTLY REST IN PEACE LOVE LISA

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPA IT'S ME AGAIN. I KNOW I'M STILL NAGGING YOU. (BUT THAT'S OK) (HAHA)WELL IT'S A WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN THE WEEKEND WE WENT SHOPPING FOR MOMMY. IT HURTS SO BAD THAT I CAN'T EVEN BUT IT INTO WORDS. I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF. I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW WE ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH THESE DAYS. I JUST WISH IT WAS OVER ALREADY. I CANT' BARE TO GO INTO THE HOUSE CHRISTMAS EVE AND YOU NOT BEING THERE. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT MOMMY IS GOING THROUGH. WE WILL ALL BE THERE FOR MOMMY. AND PUT ON ARE HAPPY FACES EVEN THOUGH WE ARE DYING INSIDE. WELL I HOPE GRANDMA,GRANDPA,AND EVERYONE ELSE WELCOMED YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AND HOPE THEY TAKING CARE OF YOU. SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE FOR ME AND WISH THEM A MERRY CHRISTMAS. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH & MISS YOU ALWAYS MY PAPA. REST IN PEACE TILL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE LISA

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michelle posted a condolence

i don't need sleigh rides in the snow,take back the tinsel,stockings and bows,i don't need expensive things they don't matter to me...what i want can't be found under the christmas tree..you are the angel that tops my tree...but santa can't bringme what i need cause all i want for christmas is you

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michelle posted a condolence

hello my father...this may be the last time i get a chance to talk to you for awhile since i will not have access to the computer much after today but i'll pop in when you least expect it like always...christmas is now here but your not and it hurts beyond words...we will honor you on this holiday as we will everyone after this...you made all of our christmas' special ever since we were little girls and you used to wake us up ringing bells yelling santi claus was here at 6am...you were like a big kid and we loved it and we loved you for doing things like that...memories like these are treasures and should be kept in a very special place like our hearts...this christmas will be hard on all of us especially your grandchildren who miss you more than they would like us to know...they try to be strong for mommy and us girls but what they don't know is that we are moms also and we can see right them...one thing they all seem to agree on was that you made them laugh...grampa was so funny he did stupid things...i'm glad they remember and they will pass their stories on their own children someday so you see dad you will live on in our hearts,in our minds,in the stories and memories that we share forever and as each generation passes so will the stories and memories...watch over us...be with us this christmas...give maria a big happy birthday in heaven from all of us and don't forget to dance with her...merry christmas my father...and remember you'll be home for christmas if only in our hearts...i love you

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, two months ago you left us. its still so hard to believe. i feel like i am dreaming, walking around in a cloud. tonight gene went and got the tree and brought out the decorations. i really didn't want to make a big fuss with xmas, but i know how much you enjoyed the holiday and talking to mommy she said that we should put up a tree, because you did enjoy the holiday.. i put your picture with the snowman sitting at the piano that you gave each of us last year, oh daddy i miss you so much. i cherish that gift, it meant so much to me than and it means more to me now. how i wish we could turn back time and it be this time last year.. we would have another year, a year maybe to say all those things you forget to say or would have said, but we just didn't. i know i would have told you more how much you meant to me all those years and how much i loved and respected you, even when you got me mad or hurt. daddy, i hold on to the memories, the good ones. the not so good ones and all in between. i don't know how i am going to get through this holiday without you. i'm scared that i've lost the spirit and find everyday things that always seemed so normal a bother. i can't concentrate or really focus on anything, i put up a good front for everybody but daddy, i am dying inside. i feel like i am living in a tunnel. i know life goes on and eventually the pain goes away or just lets up for awhile, but i know in my heart that it will not happen. i hope christmas in heaven is as loud and happy and full of lots of good food.(fish stew). daddy i hope grandma and grandpa, grandma fanny, uncle tony and uncle freddy are with you now and you will all celebrate together and look down on us with a big smile. maybe you can even get a good card game in, all except grandma fanny - ha ha, just let her in heavens kitchen and all will be ok. well gotta go for now, i will talk to you later. sleep well tonight. as always, rest in peace and until we meet again, i'll love you and miss you forever. renee

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mag posted a condolence

hey gramps its me maggie happy 2 months in heaven...2 months went by so fast just seems like yesterday u were here....christmas time is almost here n i know how much you looked forward to christmas eve but dont worry u still have a spot with us u r gonna still be there with us...its not gonna be the same without you though...i hope u like it in ur new home,hopefully ur resting now...well gramps i just wanna let u know that i miss u so much n i wish u were still here but i know ur in a better place where u wont have to suffer anymore.gramps do me a favor n watch over everyone especially my mom,titi, aunt lisa and grandma they need u to be there the most for them now..just give them a sign to let them now ur rested n okay..its gonna be hard for grandma this christmas without u just like it will for everyone else well gramps its time for me to go i love u n miss u rest now ur okay till we met again love always n forever maggie

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA IT'S BEEN 2 MONTHS TODAY SINCE YOU LEFT US AND IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH AS EVERYONE ELSE DOES TOO. I LOOK AT MOMMY'S EYE'S AND SHE LOOKS SO SAD THAT IT HURTS ME TO SEE HER THAT WAY I KNOW IT TAKES TIME AND 52 YEARS IS ALOT TIME AND MEMORIES. I FEEL EMPTY WHEN I WALK INTO THE HOUSE AND SEE YOUR EMPTY CHAIR I CAN'T STAND IT. AND I KNOW WE WOULD BE GOING SHOPPING FOR MOMMY. I GET MAD AT GOD FOR TAKING YOU FROM US BUT I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HE TOOK YOU FOR A REASON. WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT REASON IS YET. THE LAST DREAM I HAD OF YOU YOU WERE OUTSIDE MY BATHROOM DOOR AND YOU WENT TO SIT ON THE COUCH AND I ASKED YOU HOW YOU FELT AND YOU SAID GOOD & I ASKED YOU WHAT YOU WERE DOING HERE AND YOU SAID I JUST CAME TO SIT WITH YOU,MICHELLE & RENEE AND THAT IS THE LAST TIME I DREAMT OF YOU I THINK THAT YOU ARE RESTING KNOW BECAUSE MY DREAMS HAVE STOPPED. (I WOULDN'T MIND IF YOU CAME BACK INTO MY DREAMS SO I CAN TALK TO YOU AGAIN. EVEN THOUGH IT'S A DREAM I FEEL IT'S NOT BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE YOU ARE REALLY THERE.) I LOVE YOU PAPPA I MISS YOU REST IN PEACE. (I HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR X MAS TREE) LOVE YOU ALWAYS TILL WE MEET AGAIN. REST IN PEACE. LOVE LISA

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michelle posted a condolence

happy 2 month anniversary in heaven daddy...i just have to tell you that when i made that deal with god that if he didn't make you suffer i would take all your pain well he certainly kept his word because the pain i feel without you is sometimes so unbearable all i want to do is scream until i have no voice left...but i can take all the pain in the world as long as i know you are at peace and not suffering anymore...i look at mommy and my heart breaks for her i see an emptiness in her eyes that i know in time will pass but i think it will be a very long time...christmas is right around the corner and all of us will try our best to honor you by being together and keeping the tradition going but it will be very difficult for all of us...there will be an empty place at our table that can never be filled...and a whole in our hearts that will never heal so i say to you now that we love and miss you so very much and excuse me for being selfish but we would have rather have you here with us...i hope god and everyone in heaven appreciates their newest angel as much as we did...i love you daddy

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its friday, a few weeks before christmas and its the worst holiday season ever. i know how much you enjoyed this holiday you kind of acted like a little kid and we loved it. mommy is so lost without you she misses you so much. please help her now, give her the strength to get through this painful time without you. i am at a loss as to what to do for her. i talk to her of course everyday and when i say good night to her i can't help but cry for her because she is alone at night and it kills me and i could hear the lonliness in her voice. i know how much i miss you so i could only imagine what she is feeling. i go to sleep every night hoping that in my dreams i could see you and talk to you again. only one more time daddy let me hear you say something, nag about something, anything. just one more time hear you say how much your family meant to you. i wish you could hear me say one more time how much i love you. you will always live on in my heart and i will always remember all the times we had together. i miss you more and more everyday daddy. its a sadness that i never thought i could feel. i am devestated over the loss of you and saddened that we can't have you a little bit longer, but if it meant that you did not have to suffer than i hope you are at peace and feel no pain and are smiling down at us. daddy, you tell god that i know he wanted you but tell him that we miss you more than he wanted you, but we will let you rest in the arms of him now and hope that you find all the comfort and peace that he has to give you. well gotta go for now. forever missing you and always love you. till we meet again daddy, rest in peace. love, renee

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LISA posted a condolence

HI PAPPA, WELL IT'S ALMOST TWO WEEKS BEFORE CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE TIME I WOULD HAVE TAKEN YOU SHOPPING. IT IS VERY HARD PAPPA FOR ME THIS YEAR I FEEL VERY EMPTY INSIDE WITHOUT YOU & OUR SHOPPING TRIP & WE USED TO STOP FOR A CAPPUCHINO AFTER SHOPPING & TALK ABOUT THINGS I AM GOING TO MISS THAT TIME WITH YOU. I WISH I HAD ONE MORE TIME WITH YOU IT'S NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT HERE. I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THE HEART ACHE TAKES TO HEAL BUT I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER. I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH SO DOES EVERY ONE ELSE YOU NEVER KNEW WHAT A BIG PART OF OUR LIVES YOU TOUCHED. YOU ALWAYS SAID NO ONE WOULD MISS YOU , YOU WERE SO SO WRONG. YOU ARE LOVED & MISSED EVERY SINGLE DAY. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH PAPPA. TILL WE MET AGAIN LOVE LISA

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If only tears could Build a stairway, And memories could Build a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, it's sunday and today the giants are playing the cowboys -again. kickoff is in about 1/2 hour, i have pizza in the oven and salad in the frig and jarred is wearing your giants hat. there is only you missing and i wish i could hear the phone ring when the giants score, if they score, ha ha. you know what daddy, i almost wish that the giants would win, if it meant that you would be on the other end of the phone after the game teasing me. i miss you so much and days like this make it so much harder, yesterday i was in shoprite and a man talked to me by the potatoes. he looked just like you and when he walked away he looked like you even more from the back. i wanted to yell wait daddy don;t go, but i guess i would have looked like a fool. i love you so very much and miss you more than you will ever know. send some prayers down today for the cowboys and i hope you watch the game from heaven. well gotta go. i will be thinking about you during the game, and will look towards you in heaven. rest in peace daddy, until we meet again, i love you, renee

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gabby and maggie posted a condolence

hi grandpa its us maggie n gabby we are just here totalk to u for a lil bit tell u how everything is going for us well gabbys a cheerleader and i didnt get an f on my report card well we miss u gramps..we miss playin cards and laughin at ur jokes...its almost christmas time but it will never be the same without you..me n gabby found some pictures of u when u were younger and woahhh were we laughing hahaha....well lets see the rest of the gang is doing pretty good missing u as well as we are..well grandpa time for us to go hope ur doing good...goodnight gramps we miss u n love u very much intill we meet again gabby and maggie

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renee posted a condolence

Hi Daddy, Just a quick hello and to say i love you and miss you. went back to work today and mornings when i am by myself is my time to talk to you and cry for you, or maybe cry for me, because i miss you so much. i know god would not have taken you for no reason, maybe he thought you suffered enough. i'll always miss you and love you and only hope that there is no more pain in heaven. rest in peace, until we meet again, with all my love. renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, it's sunday, three days after thanksgiving. we had a really good time by aunt angies, but you weren't there, and i missed you so much. i am sure you were watching over us and commenting about alot of things,ha ha. i hope heaven is treating you well and it is as peaceful as they say. i hope its a place where you feel no pain and everything is beautiful. these are the hardest times without you right now. everyday is hard, but with the holidays here its so much worse. i hold on to the last xmas when we met in the mall and we went out to lunch at applebees. it was a good day. i will never forget that. michelle and i were saying how much we feel for mommy, she misses you so much, but hopefully as time goes by she will dwell on your life together, the happy times, not the pain she felt seeing you so sick. she loves you very much, as we all do. i wait for the day that i see you again, because i wouldn't be afraid, you would be there to take care of me. i hope grandma and grandpa are taking care of you now. well daddy, gotta go for now. talk to you soon. as always, rest in peace and until we meet again, i love you and miss you more than you will ever know, renee

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps its me maggie...well its been over a month since you left us.i still cant believe ur not here.its not the same without u, going by ur house and not seeing u there feels like theres something missing..i just want u to know that since u were my only grandfather well the only one i knew u were the best one...u always made sure we had everything we needed and u always wanted to give us extra..u always gave us good advice and never let anyone bother us.i remeber the last time i talked to u the night before u left us u sounded so rested..i just couldnt believe u were gone i wish i could go back and talk to just one last time but ill get that chance one day..well its time for me to leave for now i love u grandpa n miss u more each day... love u always n forever maggie

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well it's thanksgiving and you are not here.i can't think of the holidays without you. even though we didn't spend the day together normally, i knew you were with mommy. and i know that was enough for the both of you. i miss you more every day. believe me, it does not get easier at all. we will be spending the day with aunt angie and her family, which is nice, but you will be so missed. i know you will keep an eyeful watch on us and i know you would want us to enjoy the holidays. we will try, for you daddy. we will keep you always in our hearts. i think about you everyday. well until we meet again, rest in peace daddy. i love and miss you, renee

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gabby posted a condolence

i gramps im just stopping by to say happy thanksgiving to and for me to give thanks to u for all you've done for me....i love you and i hope you have a wonderful thanksgiving...we all will be thinking about you on thanksgiving day when everyone is watching the parade and the game....anyway let me lat you go for now and i will talk to you when ever i come back....i will misss youuuuuuuuuuuu very much.. i love you..

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Nat posted a condolence

Good Morning Gramp, it's Thanksgiving today and your not here so I just thought I'd stop in to let you knows that I was thinking about you. Your always on my mind, I just wish you were here to be with grandma especially now during the holidays...She misses you soooo much but how can anyone blame her, you always said you got the wife and couldn't ask for more but when you sit and think back on everything she in return got the BEST husband money could buy and we all got the best grandfather we could've ever asked for. Between me and you I like to tell you that I was always and still am most thankful for my entire family,but even more for getting to know, love and understand you for the past 23yrs. of my life. I will always keep my thoughts of you along with all the memories we shared closest to my heart. I miss you so much that I got to bed longing for the night that I dream of you just so I can see your face again and hopefully hear your voice. Well gramp, time to go I'll stop back in sometime during the week again but until then know that I love and miss you more than life or words could ever tell.... Have A Heavenly & Happy Thanksgiving....(I know it's not steak, but it'll do for now! LOL) love you gramp can't wait to see you again Always Remembering, Nat

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lisa posted a condolence

HI PAPA IT'S THANKSGIVING WEEK AND I AGREE WITH EVERYONE ELSE IT IS HELL WEEK FOR US WE ALL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH I WILL NEVER BE LOOK AT THE HOLIDAYS THE SAME ANYMORE WITH OUT YOU HERE IT JUST SEEMS LIKE THERE IS AN EMPTY SPOT THAT CAN NEVER BE FILLED. I JUST WISHI CAN CAN SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME OR HEAR YOUR VOICE THAT DAY IN THE HOSPITAL WHEN YOU KICKED ME OUT FOR FEEDING YOU I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE THE LAST TIME YOU TOLD ME TO GO. ( I KNOW YOU WERE ONLY TEASING ) I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH HAPPY THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN PAPA TILL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVE LISA

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michelle posted a condolence

well dad tomorrow is thanksgiving and we will all be together at aunt angies house just the way you would have wanted it but it will never be the same without you...they say time will heal but i don't know if thats true because the more time goes by the i miss you and the deeper the hurt feels...i know you are in a great place now and i know you miss us too but someday we will all be together again...i look forward to that more than you could ever know...rest well daddy...watch over us all...know that you are always with us and that you are loved very much...happy thanksgiving in heaven..all my love with a sadden heart your daughter michelle

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michelle posted a condolence

oh boy dad it's thanksgiving week and let me tell you this is what i call hell week...the closer the holidays come the more i miss you if it's possible to miss you any more than i do already...i hope you like what we have done with you resting place mam makes sure it's always pretty...and has plenty of flags...i know thanksgiving is a time we should be giving thanks and being grateful for what we have but i don't feel very grateful this year...i feel cheated without you here...you belong with us...and i guess you are with us in our hearts and i am grateful for that and for mommy and for my sisters who i love dearly...happy thanksgiving in heaven daddy...i love you...and i will always give thanks to god for giving us you for a father...i hope he is taking good care of you...you deserve only the best

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, was thinking about you alot today so i just wanted to say hi. i miss you so much, i just can not accept that you are really gone. i wish i could see you just one more time. hear your voice, anything. please send me some strength to cope. i love you so very much daddy. i will never, ever get over losing you. rest in peace and till we meet again, i love you. renee

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renee posted a condolence

Hi Daddy, It's been one month that you are gone yet it feels like yesterday. The pain of knowing that i will never see you again is getting more painful every day. You were the best father anyone could have had, even though sometimes i guess you thought i didn't think so. i love you very much and miss you even more. i talked to you the night before you left us and you told me you loved me and that you were tired and i knew what that meant. i wish i would have known it would be the last time i heard your voice. i would have kept you on the phone as long as i could. i told you i would talk to you the next day, but i never got the chance. i am so sorry. there were so many things i wanted to say to you and never got the chance to. nothing will ever be the same again. one thing you don't have to worry about is mommy, we will allmake sure that she is ok and will always take care of her, well you know mommy, as long as she lets us. the holidays are here and there is such sadness because you are not here. even though there are so many wonderful memories and traditions, right now they are the only thing keeping me going. i visit you everyday in my heart and mind, and you even keep me up at night, but that's ok. well gotta go for now. i love you so much daddy. my heart is broken, but till we meet again, rest in peace and say hi to everybody. forever in my heart, renee

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Anonymous posted a condolence

Hi Daddy, It's been one month that you are gone yet it feels like yesterday. The pain of knowing that i will never see you again is getting more painful every day. You were the best father anyone could have had, even though sometimes i guess you thought i didn't think so. i love you very much and miss you even more. i talked to you the night before you left us and you told me you loved me and that you were tired and i knew what that meant. i wish i would have known it would be the last time i heard your voice. i would have kept you on the phone as long as i could. i told you i would talk to you the next day, but i never got the chance. i am so sorry. there were so many things i wanted to say to you and never got the chance to. nothing will ever be the same again. one thing you don't have to worry about is mommy, we will allmake sure that she is ok and will always take care of her, well you know mommy, as long as she lets us. the holidays are here and there is such sadness because you are not here. even though there are so many wonderful memories and traditions, right now they are the only thing keeping me going. i visit you everyday in my heart and mind, and you even keep me up at night, but that's ok. well gotta go for now. i love you so much daddy. my heart is broken, but till we meet again, rest in peace and say hi to everybody. forever in my heart, renee

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Nat posted a condolence

Hey Mick hows it going? I don't know if I'll get through this message but I'll definitly try... I haven't faced reality until this past week when it really hit me that all I have now is memories. I never in a million years would've thought that this could happen to you or us, or thought that I could ever bare the thought of my grandma being without you but she's got us and that's how you would've wanted it. I tried to block things out hoping that this would all be a dream and on tuesday night you'd be there waiting for me to pour the half&half in your coffee, instead I almost got it in BJ's water but I just laugh it off when it was killing me and I really wanted to scream for you to come back, I want to thank for the special message you left with Freddy I will try my best to instill the same christmas spirit you've given us to my children one day.OH, what I would give to have you back not just for day but for an entire lifetime. your loved and missed so much by everyone...but from myself you were my world so please excuse this one time that I will not call you Mick, I loved and admired you dearly so for now I'll let you rest but until we met again,(and we will) I'll just say... Good Night & Solong to you GRAMPS

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gabby posted a condolence

grandpa i miss u alot and i wish i can see u one more time.going to grandmas house and going in the livingroom without seeing u there is very stressful.i just wish for one more time i can see and talk to u.....i love you very much!!!!

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michelle posted a condolence

daddy 4 weeks have now passed and it still seems like life has just stopped where you left it...some days are reaally hard to keep going...i hope you are at peace and i hope you are watching over us we all miss you soooo very much...not a minute of the day goes by that we are not thinking of you and wishing we could turn back time and have you here with us...you are in our hearts and never ever forgotten ...see you later dad

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lisa posted a condolence

HI PAPA, SUNDAY IS YOUR 74TH BIRTHDAY I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR NOT HERE BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HERE IN SPIRIT WATCHING OVER US. WE ARE ALL GOING BY MOMMY'S TO REMEMBER YOUR DAY. I'VE BEEN HAVING ALOT OF DREAMS ABOUT YOU LATELY & IN MY DREAMS YOU TELL ME YOUR FEELING GOOD. & YOU LOOK GOOD. I HOPE MY DREAMS ARE TRUE. I SIT AT NIGHT JUST THINKING ABOUT THE CRAZY STUFF YOU USED TO DO. LIKE PRETEND YOUR DRUNK WALKING OUT OF YOUR BEDROOM I CAN STILL PICTURE YOU DOING THAT. & ALL THE JOKES YOU USED TO TELL & ALL SHOPPING TRIPS WE MADE TOGETHER FOR MOMMY & YOU ALWAYS KNEW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED. I WILL MISS THAT ALWAYS I WISH I HAD ONE MORE SHOPPING TRIP TO GO ON WITH YOU. THIS CHRISTMAS WILL NOT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU OR VALENTINE'S DAY,OR MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY OR YOUR ANNIVERSARY. BECAUSE I KNOW ON THOSE SPECIAL OCCASIONS I WOULD HAVE PICKED YOU UP TO TAKE YOU SHOPPING. YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU ARE MISSED & LOVED FROM EVERYONE. TILL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN REST IN PEACE PAPA & HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN

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michelle posted a condolence

well dad this sunday is your birthday and we will all be together to remember and honor you...we will light candles at your grave and place flowers there too,but what good is a birthday if we can't have you....happy birthday in heaven...i hope you finally got to eat your steak...we love you and miss you more than words could describe... rest well daddy

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michelle posted a condolence

to my father, 27 yrs ago you wrote me a beautiful letter that i still have and cherish ypu wrote at the end of that letter "i hope when i am no longer here you will remember me like i remember my pop" well dad i do remember...i remember summers down the shore..you holding onto me when i was terrified of the ferris wheel...i remember walking in the snow to grandmas house..i remember staying up all night with you just to watch an old western movie..i remember walking down the aisle on your arm..i remember xmas's full of tradition...i remember our private little talks about family and how you thought it was my job to look after everyone...you said you were counting on it..i hope i am not disappointing you..i remember watching the love between you and mommy and hoping to someday have that to...i remember the look on your face when you saw your first grandchild...i remember you always being there when it mattered...like when i almost lost my son and you acme to ny and sat in the chapel with me and held my hand..i remember the night you before you left us sitting by your bed with your hands on my face telling me how much you loved me and all of us..i will cherish that last moment i had with you for the rest of my life..i remember it all...so when i used to say you were a hero you couldn't understand why...now you know...because i remember...i will always remember...i love you daddy

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LISA posted a condolence

PAPA HAPPY BIRTHDAY WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE IT STILL FEELS UNREAL. SO MANY TIMES I REACH FOR THE PHONE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING FUNNY BUT YOUR NOT THERE. PAPA REST IN PEACE TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN LISA

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michelle posted a condolence

daddy i can't believe it is 3 weeks already since you left us...i miss u so much words can not describe...i promised i would always take care of mom and believe me you will never have to worry about that ever...our lives are empty without you but our hearts are filled with the love only a father could give...you will be in my heart and in my prayers always...i love you daddy... happy birthday

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renee posted a condolence

hi dad wellits been over a week and i can't believe your really gone. i miss you so much as do all of us. i hope you rest in peace and watch over us. say hi to everybody and till we meet again. i love you.

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LISA MIKOWSKI posted a condolence

PAPA I CAN'T BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW VERY MUCH YOU ARE MISSED & LOVED. YOU ARE ALWAY'S IN MY THOUGHT'S EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH & MISS YOU. LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER LISA

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, happy thanksgiving. doesn't feel like the holidays anymore, but we will try to make the best of them.i wish you were here. you were the soul of the family,kept us together, we fell apart since you have been gone. thank you for all the wonderful years. i love you and will miss you always.

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well it's official,no more xmas eve by your house, i am hearbroken. all the traditions broken and the four new grandkids will never know how it was on that night. what a shame. it will be thanksgiving in a couple of days, me and michelle are cooking together, thank god,i can't get into the holiday feeling at all. i miss you so very much. rest in peace dad, i will talk to you thursday.

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, happy birthday to you in heaven. another year without you, feels like a lifetime. i miss you so very much. as a sit sometimes and think about life, i realize what an extrodinary father you were, we might have not seen eye to eye on a lot of things, but thats what makes the world go around. looking at things the way they are today, fathers having kids and not taking care of them or even caring about or for them makes me feel so grateful that you were my dad. i love you so much and wish with all my heart that you were here. enjoy your birthday with gene, aunt angie and the rest of the gang. kiss them for me and tell them how much i love them. rest in peace always, talk to you soon. until we meet again i will keep you close to my heart. i love you.

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michelle posted a condolence

4 years without you is like a lifetime but we will be together again soon until we meet again rest in peace...always and forever in my heart

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Lisa posted a condolence

Dear Papa Happy 4th Anniversary in Heaven you are Missed & Loved every single day. I Love You Very Much and Thanks for the Visit. Till I see you again rest in peace. Love Lisa

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well four years have passed since you left the family. we miss you so much. someday we will be all together. i love you daddy, with all my heart. please watch over us. rest in peace forever with the angels. i wish i had one more day with you, i would never let you go. until we meet again, my heart to yours.

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renee posted a condolence

dear daddy, soon you will be gone four years and i still miss you like it was yesteray. the memory of you is a happy one. who knew that even after all ths time that i would still grieve over you everyday. i hope you are at peace, smile down on us daddy. you are forever loved. talk to you soon, sleep well with the angels.

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, sitting here its saturday morning,having a cup of coffee, was thinking about you. i miss you alot. sometimes you just Need your dad around to talk to. i miss your sense of humor,your sarcasm, lol, but most of all i miss you just being here, knowing how much your family meant to you.things are upside down right now,don't know what to do. i love you daddy and will always miss you. rest easy with the angels. talk to you soon.

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michelle posted a condolence

hey papa...missing you alot lately...but you already know that...love you with all my heart...rest peacefully

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renee posted a condolence

good morning daddy, i haven't spoken to you since fathers day, i really miss you dad, things are just the same without you here. i can't beleve that in october you will be gone 4 years. time stands still and also goes really fast, i know you know what i am trying to say. i hope you are watching over gene for me, i miss him so much too. i understand so well what mommy must go thru, but she does not show it. it's the worst feeling in the world. genie is leaving for sweden tommorrow, i am asking you to please watch over him, i want him to be happy dad, and have a wonderful life, i think he will be, he has met a wonderful girl, sandra. well daddy its time for me to go. rest in peace. i love you

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lisa posted a condolence

Happy Father's Day papa Love you and Miss you very much

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renee posted a condolence

good morning dad, a day early but i want to say happy fathers day to you in heaven. dad you were the best father, a little set in your ways, lol, but thats what made you you. i miss you everyday. you have missed so much, you have three beautiful great grandchildren and another on the way. you would have really enjoyed them. everything else is about the same. family in crisis, you would not have liked that. i love you dad and my thoughts will be with you tommorrow. rest in peace, watch over gene for me please. talk to you soon.

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renee posted a condolence

happy easter daddy, i hope you are at peace, as i sit here and write to everyone that has left us, i realize that life is so short, that family is what matters, you always said that. waiting to take jayden to the easter egg hunt at the church, michelle is taking lillianna too. daddy i know you see them, but i wish you were here to really enjoy them. you would have fallen in love with both of them, and now we have two more on the way, maggie in may and michelle in november, i think. me and michelle are such proud grandmas, love it, jayden calls me amma, and i melt everytime he says it. he is so smart, its amazing the feeling of a grandchild, no words can describe it. well i didn't make pizza pien this year, first time in about twenty years. mommy made rice pie and its very good. well daddy i will go for now, please say hi to aunt angie. keep a good eye on gene, i miss him so much. the pain is unbearable. i love you with all my heart. sleep well with the angels, i will talk to you again. renee

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gabby posted a condolence

heyy gramps well i was thinking about you and crying at the same time .. it still hasnt dawned on me that your not here.. i walkk into grandma's house andd stil always makke a mistakke and go to say hi to you in the living room ...! grandpa i love you andd miss you alot .. well its qettinnqqq closer and closer to my sweet 16 andd its qettinnqqq harder to deal qit you not beinqq here for my biqq day...! i just kcant stop thinkinqq about you i tell all my friends how wonderful you are anddd how much i miss you and all of them just hold me while i cry andd tell me everything is okay..! well gotta go i love you so much andmiss you so much so long for now until we talkk aqain..! *gabby*

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gabby posted a condolence

hi qramps , well i knOe it has been a lOnq time since we've talked and i was sittinq here thinkinq bOUt yOUh sO i thOUqht i shOUld kCOme and visit yOUh.! well my sweet 16 is kCOminqqq up anddd i dOnt knOe hOw ima qet thrOUqh that day withOUt yOUh there.im jUSt lettinqqqq youh knoe that im qunna dedicate a candle to youh on my special day andd ima be thinkkinnqqq Of yOUh the whOle time...! grandpa even thOUqh its been a lOnq time it still kills me and i still kCant believe that this is real..! i feel likke im cauqht in a bubble anddd kCant qet tO yOUh.. i really wanna see yOUh.. i see yOUh in my dreams all the time anddd it feel real bUht wen i wakke up yOUr qOne.. i dOnt thinkk i kCan live anOther secOnd,minute,hOur,or day withOUt yOUh here..! Omq grandpa i lOve yOUh tO death andddd yOUh was anddd always will be my heart anddd my worldd...! thanx fOr beinqqq sUCh a wOnderful qrandfather tO me, nantasha anddd OUr brOther we all lOve anddd miss Oh sO very mUChh.. well ima let yOUh qO fOr nOw anddd i will be baCkk tO visit aqain sO until then sO lOnq GRAMPS!

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renee posted a condolence

dear daddy, happy valentines day. thinking about you today and how mommy is missing you and you her. i love you daddy, and i miss you. i really wish you were here, i need you. sleep with the angels and i will talk to you again. happy valentines day, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, thinking about you today, like everyday. its still hard to believe you are gone, they say life goes on, but life just feels like it stopped. i need your strenth, i am falling apart dad. i just can't seem to go on since gene left me. i miss you and him so much. i wish you were here, i think we all need you right now. everything is upside down. well i have to go now dad, i will talk to you soon. i love you. renee

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renee posted a condolence

dear daddy, in case midnight passes and i don't get to talk to you, i want to say happy new year in heaven. we all miss you so so much. i will be thinking about you tonight, sleep well, take care of gene for me. i love you daddy, until we meet again.renee

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renee posted a condolence

merry christmas in heaven daddy, i missed you so much this year, every year someone else is not there, you, aunt angie, gene. i hope you are resting well. i love you dad. no one can take the place of a father. i will talk to you later, say hi to everyone for me. love, renee

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michelle posted a condolence

another year another christmas without you...if i could have one wish it would be for just one more christmas with you the way we used to be...how great were our chritmas' thanks to you and mommy merry christmas in heaven i love you always in my heart

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renee posted a condolence

good morning dad, its christmas eve and all of us will be missing you. dad i miss you very much, you have missed alot of important things, jayden, lilianna. you would have loved them both. its not such a happy holiday this year, besides not having you with us, gene is not here anymore. i miss him. daddy i will be thinking about you tonight as i do everyday, but i guess more today. please take care of gene for me, he was everything to me. sleep well dad and i will talk to you on christmas day. i love you, sleep well with the angels, merry christmas eve, love renee

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michelle posted a condolence

happy thanksgiving papa...i miss you more as the years go by but i also have liliana now and dad if you could see her you would eat her up...she is sooo beautiful...we are all getting on ok i guess...renee misses gene alot of course but i know you are taking care of him now...growing up you never realize how good your life really is until you get older and look back on it and then you know and for that i am grateful to you and mommy for giving us such a great childhood and wonderful memories to look back on...thanks dad...i love you always in my heart

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michelle posted a condolence

happy birthday papa,i hope somebody up there has your jellies for you today...i miss you so much...i have your picture right here next to me and i talk to you everyday so i know you see everything...mom misses you more than any of us could ever understand...we try to keep her busy and she does a great job of keeping herself busy but the hurt is always in her eyes...watch over all of us as i know you have been say hello to my auntie and everyone tell gene we miss him i know we will all be together again i pray for that day...oh boy the yanks won...sorry...lol...have a wonderful birthday up in heaven...i love you now and forever

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renee posted a condolence

happy birthday in heaven dad, i really haven't talked to you in long time but i think about you every single day, that's the truth. i hope you are resting peacefully. another holiday without you and now daddy my first holiday without gene. dad, i am so lost. i hope he is resting peacefully too, he suffered so much. i tried to understand how mommy felt when you left her, but really no one knows until it happens to you. mommy says it gets only worse not better and even though gene has only been gone l month, the pain is so bad, the loss, the lonliness, the what ifs and things that we should have said and didn't or the things that we should not have said, that you can't take back. i miss him so much, as i do you. i love you dad, watch over everybody, especially jayden and lilliana, you would have loved them. help me get thru these hard times and see myself past all the pain. well dad, again happy birthday, sleep with the angels, i'll talk to you again. with all my love and respect, you are never forgotten. oh, by the way the yankees won last night, boo, lol. love always, renee

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B.j. posted a condolence

part of me still can't belive ur gone I miss u so much it hurts,I'm so sorry I disappointed u,all I ever wanted to do was make u proud of me and I don't go a day without wishing I got to atleast say good bye even now as I type this I am fighting back tears I miss u so much grandpa and I hope u know that I will always keep u in my heart and I know u are looking down on me and u r always with me sometimes I see u or feel u there and I know I'm not going nuts I know its really u,u were like the father I never had and I will always be thankful for that I love u grandpa

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lisa posted a condolence

hi papa i just wanted to say happy anniversary in heaven i miss you more and more every day they say it gets easier with time i think its getting harder i miss you so much and love you so much say hi to everyone for me. until we see each other again love always lisa

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michelle posted a condolence

hey papa well it's coming up on 3 years since you left us and the heartache of losing you has not faded at all...the more time goes by the more i miss you...i take out your pictures sometimes and just try to keep your face fresh in my mind...i have so many good memories of you and i share them with my kids all the time they also have such wonderful memories of the time you spent with them...i have a granddaughter to now and i want her to know you the way we knew you and i know how impossible that is but if we keep you alive in our hearts then we will be able to pass on to liliana and jaydenthe family values that you taught us....happy anniversary in heaven papa...i love and miss you everyday...rest in peace...we will all be together this sunday to rewmember you.

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NAT posted a condolence

HEY GRAMP, LONG TIME HUH? WELL I GUESS YOU KNOW BY NOW THAT GOD HAS SENT YOU SOME COMPANY AND I HOPE YOU ALL STAY CLOSE, BE WELL, AND HAPPY. I MISS YOU MICK, I'M TRYING SO HARD TO HIDE IT AND I ACTUALLY DO REALLY GOOD UNTIL I'M ALONE, I CRY AND TALK TO YOU ALL THE TIME I JUST HOPE THAT YOU HEAR ME. LIFE STILL ISN'T THE SAME HERE WITHOUT YOU. I HOPE YOU WERE WATCHING DOWN ON ME AND KNOW THAT I'VE GOTTEN MARRIED(ONE OF THE HARDEST DAYS OF MY LIFE, WITHOUT YOU), I'VE BOUGHT A HOUSE IN PROSPECT PARK AND I GOT A PUPPY NAMED DIAMOND. GRAMP I'M WRITTING YOU CAUSE I GOT A SECRET AND DON;T KNOW HOW OR WHEN TO TELL IT, OR IF I EVEN SHOULD FOR THAT MATTER. SO INSTEAD OF PUTTING IT IN WRITING ON THIS PAGE, I WILL TELL YOU TONIGHT DURING MY PRAYERS IN HOPES OF A SIGN OF ADVICE FROM YOU ON WHAT TO DO. YOUR THE ONLY ONE I TRUST SO PLEASE DON'T LET ME DOWN. ALSO, BEFORE I GO I GOTTA ASK YOU A FAVOR BEFORE I TELL MY SECRET TO YOU, PLEASE ASK GOD OR WHO'S EVER IN CHARGE UP THERE TO SEND ME A BLESSING, A BLESSING FOR A JOB, AND MOST OF ALL A BLESSING FOR A HAPPY, HEALTHY, LOVING BABY OF MY OWN, BEFORE MY TIME IS UP. TELL THEM I SAID PLEASE THOSE TWO THINGS ARE ALL I ASK AND THE SECOND ONE IS MY DREAM, MY MEANING IN LIFE, AND MY ONE AND ONLY WISH TO BE A LOVING MOTHER BEFORE IT'S TO LATE. IT'S MY ONLY FEAR THAT I WON'T GET TO EXPERIENCE IT FOR MYSELF BEFORE I JOIN YOU. WELL FOR NOW SOLONG TALK TO YOU TONITE MICK. LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. SAY HELLO TO UNCLE GENE AND AUNT ANGIE FOR ME. THX

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gabby posted a condolence

heyy gramps,, well i havent talked to youh in a lonqqq while andd i wusx thinkin bout youh andd thought i shuld write to youh..well itsx almost been 3 yearsx andd i still feel dha same way..wen youh left usx i wusx devistated i dont thinkk i ever felt that badd in my life i miss youh so much and i want youh here well nothinqqq isx new except for 1 thinqqq..."uncle gene past away on friday and that broke everybodiesx heartsx just wen youh see him tell him that we all went to hisx funeral and we did everythinqqq he ever wanted...let him knoe that we love him anddd that we will be prayinqqq for him i hope youh guysx qett to bonddd.." qrampsx i knoe youh beeen watchin over me and i knoe youh love me very much i even have dreams about youh that youh are still here...i see youh walkinqqq around grandma's house sometimes and sometimesx i think im goin crazy buht i knoe that nomatter how much i think im goinqqq crazy im not bcusx nomatter how many timesx i go to qrandma's house im alwaysx gunna see bcusx ur alwaysx gunna be wikt qrandma..grandpa we love grandma very much and we are takinqqq good care of her likke youh wanted usx to do sooo youh dont have to worry bout that we have everythinqqq under control...well erik isx a father now and i knoe erik wuld have wanted youh here to see hisx daughter dha sha wusx bornn...buht grandpa dont worry ass baby liliana growsx up she will have lil thinqqqsx that reminddd her of youh and we will let her knoe that if youh were here how much youh wuld have loved her...grandpa youh love our family very much and please watch over my niece bcusx i dont want her goinqqq wronqqq if youh see her duinn thinqqsx she not suposed to get into her headd and control her thoughtsx grandpa i love youh and miss youh buht i have tooo gooo for now itsx not goodbye bcusx i knoe youh hate wen ppl say that sooo wut ima say isx so lonqqq untill we meet again ujr granddaughter gabby...x3

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michelle posted a condolence

i was thinking of you today and wanted to let you know i love you papa take care of auntie she's coming to join you tell her i loved her very much and i miss her

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michelle posted a condolence

happy easter

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michelle posted a condolence

thanks for all the christmas memories and trditions you gave to us ...we cherish them and hope our own children will to...they miss you as we all do especiaaly this time of year...watch over us in this new year someday we will all be together again i'm counting on it...until then we will carry you with us in our hearts...you are a part of all of us and you live in all of us...loved and never forgotten...merry christmas papa

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michelle posted a condolence

just thinking of you papa well it's christmas again and things are sooo different we miss you everyday but more so during the holidays we know how much you loved christmas especially christmas eve when we were all together dad please watch over natasha and lisa please we pray everyday that they will be ok and healthy they need you

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MICHELLE posted a condolence

HAPPY THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE ONES WE SHARED

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michelle posted a condolence

remembering yopu on all souls day and everyday

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michelle posted a condolence

sunday will be your 2nd anniversary in heaven and we will all be together at mass...everyone of us misses you more and more each day and remembers you in our own way...we will always remember you...we will always love you...you will always be our dad who took care of us and protected us all our lives...and we do remember

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michelle posted a condolence

well you're a great grandpa now...don't worry jayden will know all about his great grandpa...he is so beautiful;..natasha is married and what a stunning bride she made but i'm sure you know that i know you were there with us...thanks for watching over maggie when she had her surgery...we all love and miss you very much..time does not always take away the pain sometimes it just makes it hurt more...love you always

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michelle posted a condolence

graduation day for maggie and jarred i know how proud you would have been i know i am...and i know how much they wish you were here for this but you are in our hearts you are always with us and we will all make sure that your great grandson baby jayden knows all about his great grandpa and brooklyn and the mets and horses and of course your love for the indians and your family...dad please watch over maggie and keep her safe during this time in her life...love you always

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gabby posted a condolence

hi gramp well i havent wrote to u in a while so i thought i would jus cum nd write this special thing to u..i miss u nd im always thinking of u...well i will be baq soon to write to u so by 4 now.....i love you grampa..... ~gabby~

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michelle posted a condolence

thinking of you

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michelle posted a condolence

happy 18 month anniversary in heaven...we love you and continue to miss you more each day

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gabby posted a condolence

Hey gramps..haven't wrote 2 you in a while so I thought I should just come through 2 say hoi...I miss you a lot and I wish I could just have you here 4 one more day or 4 at least 5 minutes....I luv you and miss you.....talk 2 you soon..

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michelle posted a condolence

hey papa...went for natasha's wedding dress today...i wish you could have seen her ...she looked like a princess...a beautiful princess...i know you see us and watch over us...i just wish we could know for sure...missing you always

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michelle posted a condolence

happy new year in heaven papa watch over us in this new year we need you and we miss you...everyday that passes a new memory of you creeps into my head and it makes me smile..thanks dad for all the good stuff to remember

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NATASHA posted a condolence

HEY MICK, IT"S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST SAW,WROTE OR EVEN SPOKE TO YOU. SO FIRST I'D LIKE TO START BY APOLOGIZING BUT IT'S JUST TO HARD FOR ME TO FACE THIS EVEN NOW. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M LIVING IN A DREAM AS IF YOUR STILL HERE WITH ME OR I'M THERE WITH YOU BUT WHATEVER THE CASE MAY BE I MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND WITH CHRISTMAS HERE ALREADY I FEEL LIKE I AM FINALLY AT MY BREAKIN POINT AND READY TO BREAK DOWN AT THE DROP OF A DIME, I WAS SICK NOT TO LONG AGO GRAMP AND I GOTTA TELL YA I WASN'T SCARED AT ALL CAUSE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE MIGHT'VE THOUGHT COULD B THE WORST THING TO HAPPEN, HONESTLY WOULD'VE BEEN THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD FOR ME CAUSE I WOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO B WITH YOU AND I KNOW I WOULD'VE SAFE AND WARM WHEREVER THAT IS. I PRAY EVERYNITE FOR THE DAY WE CAN MEET AGAIN. SO IF YOU HEAR ME I'M WHENEVER YOUR READY OR EVEN JUST READY TO RESPOND, I LUV U SO MUCH. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I WILL TALK TO AGAIN B4 THE NEW YEAR. SO GRAMP HEAR MY PRAYER AND LET THIS NEW YEAR BE HELD IN YOUR MEMORY. LOVE ALWAYS NATASHA

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michelle posted a condolence

the trees are trimmed,the decorations are hung all the signs of christmas are here except the most important thing and that is you...holidays are just not the same...you are missed everyday but more so during the holidays that you loved so much...i am lighting this candle today in your memory and for all the christmas memories that we have shared...merry christmas daddy ,i love you

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michelle posted a condolence

happy thanksgiving to my father...i miss you more with each passing day...i find myself looking for you and talking to you all the time lately...i guess with the holidays here it just doesn't seem right to celebrate them without you...but you know you are always with us in our hearts...well dad teddy is with you now and mommy and marie are being strong for each other as always...take care of him dad...i know now he is finally free of that horrible disease and probrably putting a card game togethjer already...loving you and missing you always

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maggie posted a condolence

hey granmps how r u doing? wow its been a year since u left us with broken hearts..the pain is still the same and memories are stronger then ever i miss u so much..do me a favor gramp watch over my dad hes not doin that well hes in the hostipal but u probably already know that be his angel gramp dont let anyhting bad happen to him we need him around gramps just do me that favor..well gramps ur spot looks beautiful well g2g 4 now watch over everyone i love u gramp papa

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michelle posted a condolence

happy first anniversay in heaven daddy, we all went to church for your mass and then we gathered by your grave together just like you would have wanted it...we all love and miss you very much...you are always in our thoughts and forever in our hearts...time doesn,t erase memories...all my love always

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gabby posted a condolence

hey gramp jus coming by 2 say hi nd 2 tell u dat I miss u.everybodies always talking about how fun u were nd how much u used 2 make us laugh.I really miss u nd I just hope sum day dat I get 2 speak or see u again.if I could reach the stars and pull 1 down for everytime u made me laugh da whole ski would be in da palm of my hand.I jus wish u can come back just for one day nd dat day I can jus spend all my time wit u den dat will be pk but for now bye grandpa mader a fact see u later gramp.......I miss u a lot nd u will always be in my heart luv u wit all my heart...gabby

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mary Dr. cohen's office posted a condolence

Mike you are my favorite patient, always looked forward to see you and madeline. I will miss your hugs and smiles. I know you are above watching over everyone and I believe we will say Hi agian one day. Take care of yourself, you will sadly be missed. Love Mary

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mag & gab posted a condolence

hey gramps we just thought we would pass by to say hi n we miss u alot love u gramps muahzz

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, haven't spoken to you in awhile so now that it is quiet in the house, its just about 8 o'clock in the morning, everybody is still asleep and its a good time to talk to you. mommy and michelle left yesterday for vegas with aunt winnie and uncle al. im glad mommy decided to go even though it was very hard for her. i told her that you would have wanted her to go, even though you would only be there in spirit. i am also glad that michelle went with her. we miss you so much, everything seems different now, very different. you would be happy knowing that we are taking care of mommy. we are trying to keep the family together the best we can. we took mommy out for her 70th, it was a hard day for her and for us because we know how much she wished you could be there with her. but i am sure you were. i miss you everyday more and more and sometimes i just feel numb, like it really didn't happen, like i am dreaming. i only wish that i could see and talk to you again, but someday we will all be together. well gotta go for now, i will talk to you later. i love you daddy. happy fourth of july in heaven, i bet you can see the fire works real good from heaven. until we meet again, sleep peacefully with the angels. i love and miss you, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, who would have thought that we would be saying happy fathers day to you in heaven, not me. today is your day, we would have gone for breakfast with you, but we will be going this year without you, we will celebrate you in spirit and i know you will be with us. i love you so much and miss you even more daddy. happy fathers day, you were the best. say hi to everyone and until we meet again, sleep with the angels. i'll love and miss you forever. renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well its been a week or two since i last talked to you, but that does not mean i don't think about you every single day, alot. it will be 8 months that you left us, i just can't believe it, it feels like yesterday. well anyway daddy, maggie and jarred got their graduation rings, and they are beautiful. maggie started driving school yesterday and she will get her license on december 10th. she almost has her car paid, almost. she has a boyfriend, well you probably wouldn't like it but she is going to be l7 and hopefully she has a good head on her shoulders, i think she does she just has a little attitude but she is going to be 17, but she is a good girl. jarred is working at shoprite and doing really well in school. he is one of a kind. he is the most good hearted person i have ever met, he takes after michelle. i am still waiting for genie and daemon to make a move, i worry about them not working, well one day they will get the spark up their butt, i just hope its soon. louie is back in jail and this time its going to be a while, he is so thick headed, everybody tries to help him but he knows everything so at 25 you have to make you own life. i love him so much i just dont like the way he chooses to live his life. well now that i told you some of whats going on, i really want to tell you how very much i miss you. like i said before, things will never be the same. i come see you at the cemetary and i want so much to make peace within myself by seeing your footstone with your name on it, it makes it real, but not for me, is still cant believe your gone and even though coming to see you should bring reality back, it doesn't. i mourn everyday for you and for mommy for not having you. i hope you are at peace daddy. i hope heaven is everything you thought it would be and more. well i will talk to you again, but until i do sleep peaceful with the angels, tell everybody i said hi. until we meet again, i will love and miss you forever, renee

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maggie posted a condolence

hey gramps its me maggie..i know i havent been here in awhile to say hi so i thought i would take awhile and talk to you...i miss you so much time if flying by so fast i am almost a senior in highschool and how i wish u could have been there to see my graduate but i know u are in the spirit so thats what counts.. well gramps things just havent been really the same since u left and to be honest i dont think they will ever be...grandma misses u so so muchh...and the rest of us 2 well gramps i miss u and love u so much till we meet agin rest in peace my sweet angel

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michelle posted a condolence

i remember you on memorial day and always

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, thought i would just check in with you. 2 more days and you will have left us 7 months ago. its like yesterday. well you have your head stone now, i will be there saturday to see you, mommy says its really nice. well the weather is the way you like it and the way i don't. ha ha. air blasting, cold in my house, you would need a blanket. i miss you daddy and no matter how i try to hide my feelings sometimes, i just cant. me and michelle were talking the other night about you and how much we deal with your loss differently. we all miss you terribly, but i guess its true what they say, everybody goes thru things different. me, i have to see your picture first thing in the morning and last thing at night, i never, ever want to forget a line on your face. i talk to you and get mad at you for leaving us, but i know how tired you were and to be honest i would not have wanted you to live out the rest of your life in pain. you had enough of that... things will never be the same, i just feel it hurts more everyday, it does not get any better for me. i would love for you to holler or laugh, anything, just to hear your voice again. i miss you daddy so much. well sleep with the angels, rest in peace and know that you were right when you used to say, you'll miss me when im gone, but remember the good times, and i do. i love you daddy with all my heart. heres a hug, catch it. love, renee

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michelle posted a condolence

i saw the first rose of spring today and thought of you...you are always with me...love forever

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, its early sunday morning and i thought i would spend some time with you. i went to visit you yesterday with mommy, its our saturday thing, we go for breakfast, we stop and visit with you and then we go to corrado's, i know one of your favorite places, ha ha ha. we always laugh when its real crowded, saying how you would have sat in the car. i miss you so much still, i guess the pain and emotions of losing you will never go away, ever. i still look at your picture everyday i wake up and everynight when i am ready to go to sleep. i just can't bring myself to believe that you are really gone. well on a lighter note, daemon, maggie and jarred are now working. all i need now is to give geneie a little or a big push and he will be on his way too. he is really a good kid, never gives me a problem, just lazy. maybe you can send down a little kick in the butt, ha ha. maggie and jarred had their graduation pictures taken and i cant wait to see the proofs. can you belive that they only have one more year, it went so fast. i wish so much that i could turn back time, i would have my kids stay young forever and you would never have to leave us. michelle is going to vegas with mommy and aunt winnie and uncle al, i am glad, wish i could too, but you know i am afraid to fly and of course no money. i guess it will be hard for mommy the first time without you there, but she will do it. i know she is strong always was, but she is different now, she seems strong on the outside but she really isnt. she misses you so much. like i always ask you, please send her strenth. well i will talk to you later daddy. watch over all of us. sleep peacefully with the angels and until we meet again, i will love and miss you forever. renee

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renee posted a condolence

good morning daddy, i am just about ready to leave for work and i thought i would say hi. its 6 months today that your gone, the months flew by but it still feels like it was yesterday. i miss you more everyday and wish i could see you again, but like i have said before, someday we will all be together, but for now i just wanted to tell you how much i miss you and love you so much. i will talk to you later, rest in peace and until we meet again, sleep with the angels. i love you daddy, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi daddy, well im 50, i really dreaded this birthday because you were not here. all the teasing we did kind of made it fun. mommy, lisa, michelle, tasha and aunt angie and andrea gave me a surprise party last saturday, it was beautiful. daddy i was so surprised i though i was going to faint. that's because they did not tell gene (ha ha ha). anyway, we had a good time, i felt so happy that they thought of me that way. i will never forget it, ever. i went to the red lobster with mommy on wednesday for my birthday and that was a little hard because we were supposed to go to that fish place together, we planned that and i kept thinking about how much i missed you and how you should be here celebrating with me. i miss you everyday like it time stood still, i feel the same pain of loss like it was the first day. i really cant belive your gone, it seems almost impossible. well on a lighter note, jarred will be starting work on april 21st for shoprite, maggie is still working for the bakery, genie is still looking, and daemon has an interview today with bobs furniture store, he also met with a seargent from the army on friday and decided that he wants to join, so monday he goes for his ged and if he passes he goes. he passed the test yesterday that they gave him at the recruiting office with a 54, the highest grade you can get is a 55. i keep telling all of them how smart they are and to use it, i hope they listen to me. if he goes all the way thru with it , i will miss him, but in my heart i know he needs the right direction, and i am hoping that this will enable him to find a good career and realize all the opportunities there is out there, and to find friends with possitive attitudes and to straighten up his attitude. well i think i filled you in on everything thats going on, so i will talk to you again soon. happy 1st easter in heaven daddy, i hope one of the grandma's has pizzagane ? for you. i love and miss you so much, but till we meet again, sleep peacefully with the angels. love alway, renee

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maggie posted a condolence

Hey Grandpa itâ€™s me again just writing to say hello I know your up in heaven shining your light on us below I know you left and I miss you a lot But I have given things a lot of thought I love you so much and the love is real But I know wherever you are, you are feeling ideal, Iâ€™m sorry we tried to keep you here I feel so selfish we just wanted to hold you dear. I now set you free grandpa with no regrets Because now I know, I know you loved me so And now I see that you'll always be with me So grandpa Iâ€™ll see you soon and that day when I do... Itâ€™ll no longer be alone but Iâ€™ll finally be with you I know youâ€™re with me everyday And I know youâ€™re taking care of me every step of the way I still know youâ€™re proud of me where ever you may be And I want you to know I try to make you proud as you can see I love you so much and I miss you so dear But grandpa donâ€™t worry because I know youâ€™re always here.... heyyy granpa i didnt write this poem but when i read it i thought of u i love n miss u gramps

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renee posted a condolence

Hi daddy, five months without you, it went fast but also feels like an eternity. i miss you more and more everyday. i never knew what real loss meant until we lost you. i felt a loss when our grandparents died, especially grandma blanche, you know how close i was to her, but nothing compares to the loss i feel without you. whenever im not busy my mind drifts always to you. i play over and over the day you passed, the way mommy looked in the car and the way the words came out when she told me you were gone. it was like being in a tunnel of real and a dream. her hands were both on the wheel of the car and she looked straight forward and just kept saying, he died, he died. we lost ourselves when we lost you. i cherish all the times we had together and kick myself for all the times we didn't. daddy, how i wish i could turn back time, not only to bring you back, but to never to see the pain in mommy and the lonliness she feels everyday. last time we spoke i told you that it would be getting warm soon and the trees would all be green and beautiful around you, but just how things go, we are having a big snow storm today and it is freezing out. go figure. maybe you sent the snow because you know how i much i like it, ha ha ha. well to be honest, i did have the ac on for a couple of days, it was just so warm in here. i know, im from another planet. march 25th we are going to a candle vigil at the chapel in the cemetary for you. i will hopefully light a candle for you and say a prayer that you are at peace. i love you very much and never thought losing you would have such a depressing impact. i am trying hard to fight the depression i am feeling, but its just so hard, i don't think anyone really understands. i am sure they are all fighting their feelings, i mean i just don't think they know how much depression i really feel. well don't want to bother you with all this, all i ask is that you watch over all of us, keep our kids safe, bring some peace to mommy. i will talk to you soon, i love and miss you more with each passing day. until we meet again, say hi to everyone. oh daddy i just miss you so much, i love you, renee

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renee posted a condolence

hi DADDY, HOW ARE YOU. I WENT WITH MOMMY THIS MORNING TO SEE YOU, THERE IS NO MORE SNOW AROUND YOU AND THE GRASS IS STILL GREEN. SOON IT WILL BE WARM AND THE TREES WILL BLOOM AND YOU WILL BE IN A BEAUTIFUL PLACE, ALMOST LIKE A PARK. I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT ITS YOU BURIED THERE, IT STILL FEELS LIKE A DREAM, THAT I WILL WAKE UP AND YOU WILL BE HERE WITH US. WE WENT FOR BREAKFAST THIS MORNING AT THE EGG PLATTER, I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIKED THEIR SAUSAGE AND POTATOES. WE WENT TO THE MARKET AND I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU DIDN;T LIKE THAT PLACE, HA HA HA. MOMMY MISSES YOU VERY MUCH, SHE SEEMS SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. I FEEL SORRY FOR HER. DADDY, THINGS WILL NEVER, EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. HOLIDAYS, BIRTHDAYS, EVERYTHING. I THINK I GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS FOR EVERYBODY ELSE, BUT I AM SCREAMING INSIDE. I WILL BE FIFTY IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND LIKE I TOLD YOU BEFORE I ONLY WISH YOU COULD BE HERE WITH ME, IT WAS OUR RUNNING JOKE, REMEMBER, ME FIFTY AND MOMMY SEVENTY. OH BOY. WELL I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD CHECK IN WITH YOU, WATCH OVER ALL OF US AND SEND ALL YOUR LOVE AS WE SEND TO YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL THE TIME AND IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE HERE. WELL DADDY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, REST IN PEACE AND SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS. I LOVE YOU, RENEE

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michelle posted a condolence

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Thinking of you on veteran's day...you were the proudest American I have ever known...you taught us well...miss you so much still. ...always will

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renee posted a condolence

Friday, December 13, 2013

hi daddy, well christmas is right around the corner and nothing has been the same since you went away. missing you so much. i would give anything to talk to you, hear your voice one more time. please watch over us. good news. michael and jessica are expecting a baby. so happy for them. i love you daddy. rest in peace.

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michelle posted a condolence

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Another Christmas..another year passes..one thing that never passes is missing you...I know you are watching over us especially watch over Renee for me...I wish my grandkids would have known you and all of our traditions we had growing up has been robbed from them..but we are making our own new traditions..Natasha..is doing you proud on out new Xmas eves ...I miss you papa...soooo very much...until we meet again

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michelle posted a condolence

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Thanksgiving is approaching again..the holidays have never been so lonely since your gone..we go through the motions for the sake of the little ones but our family is not s family anymore but you knew it wouldn't be ...I keep hearing that conversation we had..everything you said would happen did..but life goes on..I miss you more than you could ever imagine ...until we meet again..let's have a parade..lol..forever loved

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renee posted a condolence

Sunday, June 17, 2012

happy fathers day in heaven daddy, how i wish you were here with us. the thought of you is in my mind everyday. i love you and miss you. rest in peace always.

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renee posted a condolence

Saturday, June 16, 2012

happy fathers day in heaven daddy, missing you so much, can't beleive it is going to be 6 years you are gone, feels like yesterday. i love you so much. watch over us and rest in peace. until we meet again, you will live forever in my mind and heart. i love you daddy.

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renee posted a condolence

Saturday, November 5, 2011

happy birthday in heaven daddy, wishing you were here with us, we miss and love you so much, rest in peace, you were the greatest, i love you daddy.

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renee posted a condolence

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

good morning daddy, thinking of you today, rest in peace, i love you. i wish i could hear your voice one more time, or hug you one more time, i would never let you go.

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renee posted a condolence

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

dear dad, tommorrow will be five years you are gone, i miss you so much, so does the whole family. like i said before, you were right on so many things. the memories of you are so vivid in my mind, i keep them close to my heart. you were the rock of our family. rest in peace daddy, you were the best. i will love and miss you forever, until we meet again, take this hug and kiss and hold them to you. i love you.

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renee posted a condolence

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

hi daddy, just want to tell you how much i miss and love you, it's been almost 5 years, seems like yesterday, i will never get over you leaving us, you were the rock of the family. you were right about alot of things dad. one of the happiest days was august 2, tasha had a beautiful baby girl, finally dad she has what she always wanted. please keep a watch over her. i love you dad.

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renee posted a condolence

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

hi daddy, just want to tell you how much i miss and love you, it's been almost 5 years, seems like yesterday, i will never get over you leaving us, you were the rock of the family. you were right about alot of things dad. one of the happiest days was august 2, tasha had a beautiful baby girl, finally dad she has what she always wanted. please keep a watch over her. i love you dad.

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renee posted a condolence

Saturday, June 18, 2011

happy fathers day in heaven daddy, i miss you so much, wish you were here with us, like michelle, i talk to you everyday, mostly when i am walking to work, early in the morning, i look to the sky and talk. nothing is the same without you. you were the best daddy. hug gene for me. rest with the angels. until we meet again. i will love you always.

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michelle posted a condolence

Friday, June 17, 2011

happy Fathers Day papa...you were the best dad in the world...just wanted you know i remember...still missing you always loving you

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michelle posted a condolence

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

well dad..im sure you know aunt carmella will be joining you now...forgive her dad and make her welcome...we did the right thing and honored uncle freddie's momory by paying our respects..fred and michelle and the girls deserved at least that and more...we all still miss you like it was yesterday..the family is as you predicted it would be but what can we do..life goes on..i talk to you everyday as i look at your picture on my desk and as usual i can hear just what you would be saying...i love you papa very very much...you are always with me

Michael A. Carrano

1932 - 2006

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