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MOM posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
It was Lindsey's birthday and I bought her clothes and Islam bought her boots and tights and we took her and Kaylee to Chuckie Cheese and they both had a great time. How I wish you were here to celebrate her birthday and the coming holidays. I know that you're in heaven but it's still so hard for me and Islam because we miss and love you so so much. Islam still can't bring himself to write to you or go to your grave because it's so painful for him. We think about you everyday and wish you were still here with us smiling and happy. I just miss you so much and it's just unbearable at times. I know that you're up ion heaven with all our Loved ones including your father, grandmother, grandfathers and uncles. Please keep Lindsey, Kaylee, Destiny, Rosie, Islam, Junior, Cynthia, Latia, Rick and the kids, April and all our friends and family safe. I Love You with all my heart.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello tom...may u b resting at peace surrounded by the angels& god. tom, i wanted to share with u that lindsay turned 4 years old on tuesday. she is getting so big & smart...so cute! i decided to have a party for her at her school among her classmates..i contracted a clown that performed a magic show with a live bunny, face painting n balloon shaping, i also ordered cupcakes n i gave all the kids goody bags...it was wonderful / beautiful and all the kids had a lot of fun, the next morning i was getting lots of compliments from the teacher saying that i went all out on lindsay s birthday and that the kids parents were very happy when they saw the face painting on the kids faces..that truly made my day but mostly because the same morning before taking lindsay to school, she told me that she loves me n that she likes me..awww i thought that was so cute coming from a 4 year old..i love her inmensly..wish you would b here to see how she is and to watch her grow..everytime i come here to express my thoughts, she is around and tells me that you are her daddy when she sees your picture here... she is in school and is learning so much...i also want to apologized that i didnt come here before and it was because aol put a block on my account, it seems that there was suspicious activities going on..somebody was using my email for promotional advertisement, so they blocked it..i didnt have access to aol..only to facebook.. but here iam again. i will keep u posted always as long as this web site exists which i think its a great idea..its a light to keep a connection with you...may god keep u under his care always..send blessings to all of us including your mom and brother, help them thru their rough times... they really care for lindsay and get her things that she needs... thank u! i will b back another day to share my thoughts with you...
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
God I miss you so much and the pain and heart ache still
remains. Everyday I think of you and wish you were still here but of course I wish you were healthy sharing times with us. But you're not here and it hurts so so bad because there's nothing worse in this world as to lose your child and have to remain on this earth without your child. It's the worst thing to have to endure and I just can't ever feel joy and happiness again. I'm alive but just surviving not living. I know you're in a better place and not suffering any more. I suffer everyday not having you here any more. I Love and miss you so much. Rest in Peace for our love for you will never cease.
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Anonymous posted a condolence
Thomas, I don't feel that my having found this page was a coincidence. Our father in heaven is a great provider. And when we least expect it - he surprises us with the very things we never knew we needed. There is hardly a day that goes by where I don't see your picture in our home and consider if there was more I could have done for you that day I held your hand and prayed with you in the hospital. You probably never knew this, but little over a week later I too would be diagnosed with the same form of cancer. Although I couldn't make it to your services because of my health, I did take great courage from our encounter that helped me get through the treatments. Your strength that day reminded me that we are powerless to do anything but through Christ. And it was so true! Lately I've taken to not sleeping so well. Its been a year since the cancer has gone, but the thought of it still haunts me. I nearly broke during the radiation because I couldn't bear to be seperated from my family. I don't tell my wife, because I saw how much she suffered through it with me as well as through our loss of you, but occassionally, I see the surgical scar, and I can not help but be reminded of how precious life is while sometimes feeling terribly scared. I spoke with your mother a while back on the phone. She misses you greatly and I have prayed for her. When I found this page I was moved by the amount of love for you that continues to be shared by so many long after your passing. Clearly you have touched other lives and I pray that our prayer that day was uplifted to heaven and placed at our great Lords throne. God bless your soul, may it rest in sweet peace Thomas. We can all take great strength in knowing that God has made a promise to us that will one day be fulfilled soon. Revelation 21:4 - "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
Tom, may u rest in peace at all times ! i just got back from boston, i had a great time with my dominican friends they are so happy and made me feel @ home, i felt like one of them! everything was beautiful and i was laughing at all times with them, great personalities, great people, loved them! i was invited next year again for a party that they throw yearly and of course i accepted lol. the kids are well thank god! lindsay is precious and very smart, i wish u could hear her smart remarks.. even with your mom she expresses her thoughts, but she is unique! iam very proud of her. my gio is so tall..taller than me! most of the time he is with his dad, he is a good kid! iam proud of him too. re: myself, iam happy that the bad n evil are out of my life for good and iam not going back to it because i found better..thank the lord ! now i see the difference between a good heart and a bad heart...it's amazing how u may get blind folded by the bad people...i did! but the lord took care of that and i am happy and now i see very clear. i cried a whole lot but god has taken care of that and now he has bless me inmensly and i can say that iam happy. who knows maybe i get to b bless with a little brother or sister for lindsay n gio...like always i will keep u posted! you were, are and will always be my best friend ! love, Rosie Vargas
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HI TOM! MAY GOD N THE ANGELS B BY YOU AT ALL TIMES... I AM SO HAPPY, NOW I CAN SAY THAT AFTER THE STORM THERE IS A RAINBOW..IN MY CASE THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW WITH BRIGHT COLORS, I SEE THINGS DIFFERENT NOW, I THANK THE LORD FOR THE GOOD AND BAD EXPERIENCES I HAVE LIVED, THERE IS SOMEBODY IN MY HEART THAT IN SUCH LITTLE TIME HAS SHOWN ME THAT LIFE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING THAT WE CAN EXPERIENCE,ONLY PEOPLE THAT TRULY LOVE U CAN MAKE U SEE THINGS THIS WAY, HAPPIER, BRIGHTER AND ALL THE GOOD THAT CAN GROW OUT OF ANYTHING, THIS PERSON PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE AT ALL TIMES, LIFTS ME UP AS HIGH AS THE SKY AND LETS ME DREAM, FOR HIM IAM THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON ON EARTH AND I AM HIS PRIORITY, HE WORRIES SO MUCH 4 ME N PROTECTS ME, NOW I CAN SAY THAT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ALL FOR ALL. IF YOU ARE BAD AND EVIL THAT IS WHAT YOU WILL RECEIVED BUT IF YOU ARE GOOD THEN YOU WILL SEE GOOD. HE WANTS THE BEST FOR LINDSAY N GIO AS WELL, PLANS TO TAKE LINDSAY TO THE CARROUSELS AND LINDSAY LOVES THOSE, LOL SHE DOESNT WANT TO GET OFF, WISH YOU CAN SEE HER! MY TRIP 2 BOSTON IS AROUND THE CORNER AND I AM PACKING MY STUFF! I AM VERY EXCITED..AT LAST A MINI VACATION....HOORAY !!! BUT I TOOK TIME TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH YOU! I MISS YOU! I BET THAT IF YOU WOULD'VE MET THIS PERSON YOU WILL GIVE ME YOUR BLESSING AND GOOD WISHES BECAUSE YOU WOULD KNOW THAT THIS IS A REAL MAN, DECENT, STABLE AND ALL THE GOOD QUALITIES THAT I LOVE!! MAY GOD BLESS US ALL ! I JUST HAD TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH YOU, WE TRULY MISS YOU, LOVE U ENDLESSLY..ROSIE N LINDSAY
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HEY TOM ! HERE IAM AGAIN THINKING OF U AND ASKING GOD TO KEEP U SAFE AND PEACEFULL BY HIM ;-) I WANT TO SHARE WITH U THAT I AM HAPPY! I WILL B TRAVELING TO BOSTON AND I AM EXCITED ABOUT IT, THERE S NO GOING BACK ON THIS ONE..EVERYTHING IS SET..I NEED A GETAWAY LOL. ALSO I MET SOMEBODY THAT TRULY CARES 4 ME INMENSLY AND ALSO WANTS THE BEST FOR LINDSAY n GIO AS WELL AS 4 ME AND AS EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING 4 ME. IT TOOK TIME BUT GOD DIDNT FORGET ABOUT ME. LINDSAY IS SHY AT FIRST BUT THEN SHE BECOMES FRIENDLY AND IS GETTING USED TO THE SITUATION, IT IS A MATTER OF TIME, SHE IS STILL YOUNG AND SEARCH FOR ATTETION SHE NEEDS A FATHER FIGURE AND THIS PERSON IS THE ONE CHOSEN.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HELLO MY BEST FRIEND! WISHING YOU ARE HAVING THE PEACE AND LOVE THERE IN HEAVEN. TODAY IS A YEAR SINCE U DEPARTED, AT TIMES I CANT BELIEVE THAT U ARE GONE AND NOT COMING BACK. IT IS SO HARD FOR LINDSAY NOT TO HAVE A DAD..MY LITTLE ONE THINKS A LOT, AND I CAN SENSE THAT SHE WONDERS HOW COME SHE DOESNT SEE U ANYMORE ONLY SHE SEES YOUR PICTURES...SHE IS VERY SMART & HYPER. TOM, YOU ARE TRULY MISSED.. PLEASE WATCH OVER US, DO NOT ALLOW ANYTHING TO HURT US..I TRUSTED U ALWAYS AND I STILL DO, U DID EARN MY TRUST...HARDLY ANYBODY CAN SAY THAT. BUT I DID TELL U MANY TIMES THAT I TRUSTED U NO MATTER WHAT! - MISSING YOU! LOVE, LINDSAY & ROSIE
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hey tom! here iam again sharing my thoughts with you - i have been home for these 2 weeks on vacation and i am watching over the kids, iam enjoying as much as i can, (since i dont know when i will get this opportunity again). iam cooking for them, etc...since gio is in school. today has been such a beautiful day that i decided to take lindsay to the park (playground) she was so excited and happy...it was amazing!she was ready even before time..@ the park, she ran, she got on the slides and i did too..lol. we had a lot of fun & after an hour she got tired and didnt want to walk or run anymore, she wanted me to carry her and i was laughing telling her that i was tired too and who was going to carry me..lol - but we had a great time, us two. she got cranky afterwords then i came back home, bathe her, fed her and when i thought she was ready for her nap, we had to get gio from school..so up till now she hasnt taken a nap..she is driving me crazy..lol- by the time she takes her nap i will need one myself lmao.. :-). wanted 2 share with u that she has been confused between daddy & papi - but iam teaching her that her papi n daddy are u and that u are in heaven. i want no more confusion for my princess and i will never put her in confusing situations...her emotions and thoughts will be as clear as water...true parents will do anything for their kids and that is my mission.. iam a mother before being a woman. there are a lot of choices for me 2 make.. maybe withing a year i will consider moving out of state and with the back up of certain people, i will make it.. so to the haters out there: u haters can eat your hearts,lungs & brains out cuz u all will never be me nor better than me! and least of all u will never DESTROY ME! iam so proud of what i have achieved. it s funny when people try to mess with me in many ways and they are the ones that get messed up..(f***ed up)at the end. lmao! if they only wouldve had a clean & good heart they wouldve been full of blessings...people who are hipocrits, liars, do whatever cruelty and then blame the innocent they will have very hard times in their lives and b miserable, will lose what they value the most or a lot. after they go thru that then they will realized the damaged that they have caused in innocents lives and maybe will regret the wrong doing but that will not fix anything and forgiveness will not exist 4 them. what can i say..it will b the time for the innocent to shine and b happy and for them to b miserable N suffer, full of regrets.. they chose that...to those: deal with it! it's no longer my problem and will never b thank god! thank you tom for watching over us and helping in keeping away bad people from our lives..as u know they are not good nor healthy in our lives- i will pray for you and again thank you for protecting us!! ;-) love, your baby mommy: ROSIE VARGAS
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, TOM !! - I JUST GOT BACK FROM VISITING YOUR GRAVE WITH OUR DAUGHTER: LINDSAY ROSE...LINDSAY BLEW A LOT OF KISSES FOR YOU AND I TOLD HER THAT U WERE WITH GOD IN HEAVEN, NOW THAT SHE IS GETTING BIGGER AND SHE IS LEARNING TO TALK BETTER, I WILL TAKE HER TO VISIT YOU MORE OFTEN..THAT WAY SHE GETS TO UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DOESNT SEE YOU ANYMORE AND FOR HER NOT TO FORGET THAT YOU ARE HER DAD AND NOT ANYBODY ELSE, OR FOR HER TO WONDER AS OF WHY SHE MAY SEE OTHER KIDS WITH THEIR FATHER AND SHE DOESNT HAVE ONE TO PROTECT HER, SPOIL HER, PLAY, CARRY HER, ETC. SHE IS VERY TALKATIVE, SMART AND HER NEW SENTENCES ARE: DO U HAVE A PROBLEM?, YOU ARE THE PROBLEM! OH TOM! SHE MAKES ME LAUGH! SHE LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE U AND YOUR MOM ITS AMAZING! SHE IS A SWEETHEART! MY GIO IS ALSO VERY TALL AND HE HAS CHANGE A LOT TO..AS U KNOW TEENEAGERS HORMONAL CHANGES...BUT HE IS STILL A GOOD KID AND I AM PROUD OF HIM! LINDSAY LOVES BEING BY YOUR MOM S IF IT WAS UP TO HER MAYBE SHE WOULDVE MOVE THERE...LOL! LINDSAY IS MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS, SHE IS VERY ATTACHED TO ME AND I LOVE THAT, SHE IS VERY SWEET, CARING AND DEMANDING 2. DAMN! I AM MISSING U SO MUCH TOM...OUR TALKS, YOUR UNDERSTANDING WAYS..SO MANY THINGS! I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND PREVENT YOUR ABSENCE FROM HAPPENNING! YOU WERE SO PLEASANT TO BE AROUND WITH.. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS THAT WE MAYBE DONT TAKE THE TIME TO EXPRESS OUR EMOTIONS OR TO TELL THE PERSON NEXT TO US HOW OR WHAT WE THINK OR FEEL FOR THEM AND THEN WHEN THEY ARE GONE, WE GET TO EXPERIENCE SO MANY REGRETS AS OF I SHOULDVE THIS OR I SHOULDVE THAT... YOU WERE VERY SPECIAL 2 ME. IT WAS LIKE A BEST FRIEND TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP BUT WE LAUGH MANY TIMES ABOUT OUR WAYS OR ARGUMENTS..SPECIALLY ONCE THE ANGER WAS OVER..LOL - TOM, IT IS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE AND BE HAPPY...THERE ARE CANDIDATES THAT HAVE A LOT TO OFFER TO A RELATIONSHIP..I NEED TO GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER AND THEN DECIDE.. I CANT LIVE IN THE PAST WAITING FOR AN IMPOSSIBLE OR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN, U KNOW WHAT I MEAN N WHO IAM REFERRING TO.. WHEN IT'S NOT A NORMAL PERSON YOU GET TO DEAL WITH, A LIAR, WITH BIPOLAR DISORDER ISSUES, A MAN THAT PUT HIS FAMILY N FRIENDS BEFORE HIS WOMAN IN MY EYES THAT S NOT A MAN, THAT IS CALLED A SCUMB BAG, A COWARD THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE FULL RESPONSABILITIES AS A MAN, A MAN THAT LISTENS TO WHATEVER EVERYBODY AROUND HIM TELLS HIM AND DO AS THEY PLEASE, LEAVING HIS WOMAN FOR LAST AND NOT CARING ABOUT HER LIKES NOR DISLIKES...NO WAY! THOSE MEN WILL NEVER B HAPPY NOR MAKE ANY PARTNER HAPPY. THE SADDEST PART IS THAT THEY END UP ALONE AND LOVELESS AND BY THE TIME IF THEY GET TO REALIZED THE MISTAKE THAT THEY MADE, IT IS TOO LATE TO GO BACK AND TRY TO CORRECT OR CHANGE THINGS..IAM IN SEARCH OF A REAL MAN THAT SHARES MY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS, UNDERSTANDS ME, TREATS ME AS A LADY, TO LOVE MY KIDS UNCONDITIONALLY, TO VALUE ME AND FOR ME AND MY KIDS TO BE HIS PRIORITY... THERE IS A CANDIDATE AS I MENTIONED WHO HAS ALL THE QUALITIES MENTIONED AND IS WILLING TO HELP ME RAISE THE KIDS AS WELL,HE TREATS ME AS A LADY, WHAT I THINK. MY LIKES, DISLIKES, HOW I FEEL, ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO HIM, HE WANTS TO TURN MY TEARS INTO LAUGHTER, BY THE WAY HE IS A STABLE, HE IS A PROFESSIONAL AND THAT IS ANOTHER FACTOR THAT ASSURES ME THAT HE HAS A LOT TO OFFER BEING THAT HE HAS EXPERIENCE IN LIFE, HAS KIDS AS WELL, DEFINATELY HE KNOWS WHAT IS THE MEANING OF BEING A DAD AND TO BE THE HEAD OF THE HOUSEHOLD...I WILL START TO GET TO KNOW HIM AND THEN I WILL MAKE A CHOICE IF HE IS THE ONE FOR ME OR IF ITS BETTER TO BE JUST FRIENDS...PLEASE SEND ME SIGNS AS U HAVE DONE TO HELP ME KNOW WHAT IS BEST 4 ME AND THE KIDS! - I SHARE ALL OF THESE WITH YOU SINCE YOU KNOW THAT WE WERE BEST FRIENDS BEFORE ANYTHING.. WATCH OVER US AND KEEP EVIL AWAY FROM OUR PATHS... MAY GOD KEEP U IN HIS CARE! AND AGAIN HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ! LOVE, ROSIE, LINDSAY AND GIO
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello tom! may u b by the side of god and the angels surrounding you! may you b listenning and enjoying the beautiful sound of peace that can only b heard and experienced there...oh tom ! i have accomplished something that i wasnt able to do since 5 years ago but our mighty god helped me to get it done. i want to get so much done but certain circumstances prevents me..( money) - i miss talking to you..i remember when i used to call you, you will always answered me...always had time to talked to me regardless the time, regardless who was by you and regardless where you were..i miss all that now that i don't have it! tom, i feel very lonely sentimental wise..(love life).. i pray to god to help me find true love, someone that will always b there 4 me n my kids in good and bad times, somebody with a clean heart...god hasn't hear me yet...please put a good word for me so i can be happy 100%. you wanted the best for me n the kids, help me! protect us from people that want to hurt our feelings and emotions by playing with our feelings and using mind games and word games..tom, you know how to help me...let's keep the promise we kept to each other...
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HELLO TOM! TIME PASSES SO FAST, SOON WILL B A YEAR SINCE YOU DEPARTED FROM EARTH, YOU ARE STILL MISSED JUST LIKE THAT DAY. I MISS OUR TALKS, THE TEXTS, THE LAUGHS, EVEN OUR FIGHTS LOL. YOUR DAUGHTER LINDSAY IS GROWING UP SO FAST ITS AMAZING, SHE IS VERY SMART, AND HAS AN UNIQUE IMAGINATION...SHE'S TOO FUNNY! SHE LOVES GOING TO YOUR MOM S EVERY SATURDAY! GIO IS GETTING BIG TOO, HE IS TALLER THAN ME NOW..A TEENAGER. I AM OK...YOU KNOW SAME ROUTINE, HOME TO WORK AND VICEVERSA, FEELING VERY LONELY COMPANIONSHIP WISE, BUT THEN AGAIN IT'S WORTH WAITING IF SOMETHING GOOD IS ON THE WAY, RIGHT? I WONDER MANY TIMES: WHAT'S GOD PLAN FOR MY KIDS AND ME? PLEASE PUT A GOOD WORD 4 ME! I KNOW U ALWAYS WISHED US WELL AND U HAD A CLEAN HEART FOR ME AND MY KIDS..YOU WOULD'VE NEVER HURT US IN ANY WAY. ... OK MY BEST FRIEND, MAY U REST IN PEACE AND PLEASE WATCH OVER US AND KEEP EVIL, ENVY, BAD VIBES, BAD WISHES AWAY AND DESTROY THEM. KEEP US SAFE ALWAYS! AND SEE IF YOU CAN PUT A WORD 4 ME, SO GOD MAY BLESS US/ME WITH EMOTIONAL HAPPINESS. REST IN PEACE, LOVE, YOUR BABY MOTHER: ROSIE VARGAS
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T2 posted a condolence
THOMAS YOU ARE GREALY MISSED YOU WERE ALWAYS LIKE A LIL BROTHER TO ME AND ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE CAN EVER HAVE.. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHEN I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU... I WILL MISS YOU MY BROTHER..... REST IN PEACE....
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I miss so much and wish you were still here with us but I know that you're still here even if I can't see you. I often feel your presence and know you are watching over us. I know you have crossed over to the other side but are still watching over us. I know that you know everything that has occured because through you're pictures I know spirtually you have seen everything. I pray that you and all of our family that has crossed over to the other side haunt these demons and never let them rest in peace. I ask the Virgin Mary and all the saints in heaven to pay these heathens back and never let them rest in peace and may God Curse the ground they walk on. I pray that their life will be a living Hell until the day that they die. I will continue to trust in the Lord because I know that God will PUNISH THEM in the Worst Imaginable Way because God doesn't like UGLY. Like your Grandmother use to say you can go to the well only so many times without the bottom of the bucket falling out. Lindsay is doing good and each and everyday she reminds me so much of you. Lindsay can see you when you come to visit her because she tell me and Rosie that Daddy's here. Keep protecting her and all of us and keep sending her your messages because I know you are talking through her and sending Lindsay messages becuase she tells us. I Love and miss you so much but I know you're still here watching over us. Loving you forever.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello Tom !
it has been a little while since i came here to xpress my thougths and emotions privately... but i have found out that certain individuals have nothing else better to do but to read the thoughts of those who cared for you, i think that's so disrespectful.
well tom let me share that your beautiful princess lindsay rose is very spoiled and she has a smart mouth, it s like a little grumpy old lady in a tiny body lol, lol. i pictured you smiling from above when she does her things. she makes us laugh like if there's no tomorrow..wish u were here! she has your smile and perhaps your attitude..lol - time has passed so fast since you were called to heaven. please keep looking down from above and protect us always. my cousin lillian alcantara just passed away friday..another young mother leaving behing a 15 year old daughter .. it is so sad to see kids that lose their parents, it breaks my heart!
but i think that her daughter will have her mom s memories since she's a teenager, my lindsay will forget the memories since she's a baby. and can only look at your photos..it's horrible for me to know that. i wonder: what's god plan for us?
we truly miss you! my best friend, # 1 listener! love, your baby mother...Rosie Vargas
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HEY, HERE I AM AGAIN SAYING HELLO..TOM, HERE WE ARE STARTING THE YEAR 2010. I HAVE MY ARMS WIDE OPEN REACHING FOR POSITIVE PEOPLE TO JOIN IN AND FOR POSITIVE THINGS. I HAVE SO MANY PLANS FOR THE NEAR FUTURE. HOPING IN OUR LORD THEY WILL COME TRUE - I HAVE A TRIP PLAN TO BOSTON WITH A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINES AND ALSO ANOTHER TRIP TO GEORGIA WITH ANOTHER FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN INVITING ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND I NEVER ACCEPTED BUT WHAT THE HECK...I WILL NOW! LIFE IS TO SHORT AND GOOD PEOPLE ARE HARD TO FIND - SO I WILL ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND I WILL ACCEPT THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT ARE IN MY PATH - BLESS US ALWAYS! WATCH OVER US! AND YOU MUST KNOW THAT YOUR PRECIOUS PRINCESS LINDSAY IS SUPER HYPER, SHE IS TALKING SO MUCH NOW, SHE HAS LEARN SO MANY NEW WORDS LOL BUT AT THE SAME TIME LOL SHE S SPOILED AND SHE MAKES SMART REMARKS. SHE IS AGGRESIVE BUT THERE ARE TIMES WHEN SHE IS SO ADORABLE AND SWEET. I AM TALKING TO HER ABOUT YOU MORE OFTEN AND I TELL HER THAT HER DADDY IS WITH THE ANGELS AND SHE REPEATS AFTER ME: ANGELS? AND I TELL HER YES..WITH THE ANGELS. SHE LOVES GOING TO YOUR MOM S HOUSE AND SHE ASKS ME FOR YOU BUT I TELL HER THAT SHE WILL SEE GRANDMA, TIO, TITI AND KAYLEE, THAT SHE WILL NOT SEE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH THE ANGELS AND SHE LOOKS AT ME AND SHE JUST THINKS AND THINKS - IT'S VERY HARD AND I HAVE SUCH PAIN IN MY HEART. I TRULY WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT - IT SHOULDN'T BEEN YOU, IT SHOULD' VE BEEN SOMEBODY ELSE. YOU HAD A GOOD HEART TOM, YOU DID! YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN ! MAY GOD KEEP YOU BY HIS SIDE ! LOVE, YOUR BABY MOTHER
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Love You posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I know that you are aware of the despicable words and actions by certain indiviuals. I know that the Lord will handle that person. God doesn't like ugly and I know God will handle those people in his own time. I know you are in heaven with the Lord. I know that these individual are infidels and hate the ways of the Lord but all our family and friends are still praying for you and will bring all of these hedons to justice. These hedons don't know the ways of the Lord and live a life of abomination and sin. I Love You and God Bless You.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
TODAY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY, LINDSAY IS WEARING A BEAUTIFUL RED FESTIVE OUTFIT THAT YOUR FAMILY GOT FOR HER, SHE LOOKS ADORABLE ! WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE HER...I AM CURIOUS TO SEE HER REACTION WHEN SHE GETS TO OPEN HER GIFTS LATER ON..NOW THAT SHE'S A LITTLE BIGGER AND KNOWS HOW TO OPEN GIFTS. I AM SO SAD THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE AND THAT THIS IS THE FIRST X-MAS WITHOUT YOU..MAY GOD KEEP YOU BY HIM. REST IN PEACE. YOUR BABY MOTHER...ROSIE
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello tom! here iam again keeping in touch with you. i just want you to know that as your picture shows up in this screen, lindsay is looking at your picture shouting "daddy"! she even climb on top of my lap and kissed your picture, she has a big smile in her face and her eyes are shinning as 2 stars. oh tom ! iam so sad that you are not here, that my baby doesnt have you around, there is nothing like a real dad, one that loves unconditionaly, one that never puts anything or nobody else before their kids. my baby and me miss that so much! i pray to god to send somebody good into our lives to help me raise the kids and to share eternal happiness together as a family, now the holidays are around the corner and it's not the same without the warmth of a family ( mom, dad & kids )- i ask you to send blessings and good things our way...we want to be happy, we need to be happy as a family (united). you were so right when you used to tell me that i couldve done better in the aspect that only you and i know. now i see that it was the worse choice that i ever made, if i could go back in time, i wouldve chosen differently. please put a good word for me and my kids. i need so much strenght to continue being the provider that i 've always been, the mother & father of the kids, the man & woman of the house, i think i wish to share that responsability with a person to be chosen by god for us. i feel so lonely. please continue protecting us, send blessings for us always! you were always a fighter, send some strenght here..i need it more than ever !! you are missed so much! i miss talking to you, you were the best listener! you were also my best friend! no matter our disagreements and arguments, i mean, i know you meant well, i know you always wanted the best for me and the kids, and what i thought was the best, wasn't! you were so right and i was wrong! iam so sorry for not looking at the situation clearly, i am so sorry for not looking at the situation from your point of view. i regret so many things, things i said to you out of anger, things i did wrong, wrong choices, etc. i guess nobody is perfect. right now i could use one of those hugs that you use to give me, you were so sweet and so sincere with me. i truly miss that! i truly miss you! with tears in my eyes and a broken heart iam telling you..iam sorry! and i miss you more than ever.
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april Hooten posted a condolence
Thomas, Lord each day of my former life like a Carousel turns. There were chances to take and lessons to learn. Caught up in problems that each day would bring. Chances slipped by me to catch that brass ring. Whenever I felt my ride slowing down. Your gentle hand would push me around. Picking me up, each and every time I fell You rode beside on my Carousel. what I have here finer then the brass ring.For Now i Live with our King Amen.
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
It's almost Thanksgiving and God it still hurts so bad no having you here with us. God, Imiss you so so Much and at times I feel like I can't take it any more and everything feels like a nightmare. The heartache I feel is just unbearable and I don't know what to do or how to cope. We bought Lindsay some clothes for her birthday and the dresses I bought her is going to look so beautiful on her one dress is called Princess Dress and it has the same little dress for her doll. God Thomas I'm so so sad and blue and unhappy and I pretend to smile and laugh but it's really the tears of a clown when ther's no one around. I don't think that I could ever feel any joy or happiness in my life ever again without you. I'm so so tired of feeling like this with all this pain, tears and heartache everyday. I wish God would just take me home because I just can't stand to
continue to feel like this everyday. Why has God made me suffer so much in my life? I really need to know that you're at peace and happy, so please contact me in some kind of way to let me know that you're okay. The monument picture wasn't to my liking because they made your color of your skin look yellowish and I had them send it back and redo it so the color of you skin would look right. I Love you so so much and miss you so so much more than words can describe. I'm going to do my best to visit your grave this weekend because I haven't been feeling well for the last 2 weeks. Loving you forever and remembering you forever. Rest in Peace for our love for you will never cease. Mom
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HEY YOU ! ;-) TODAY IS OUR DAUGHTER S 3RD BIRTHDAY!! SHE IS GROWING UP SO FAST..SHE HAD A GREAT DAY, WE SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITH A CARVEL CAKE DECORATED WITH PRINCESS S. SHE WAS ACTING SHY AT 1ST, BUT SHE WAS HAPPY WITH HER GIFTS LATER..I WISHED YOU WERE HERE TO SEE HER.. TOM, WE MISS U! PLEASE SEND US BLESSINGS FROM ABOVE!
REST IN PEACE.
YOUR BABY MOTHER, ROSIE VARGAS
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello tom! sorry i wasnt able to light a candle for you here in a while, because someone broke my computer, but now iam able to comunicate thru here and express my thoughts again thanks to a nice fellow i met. i know your presence is here at my place. i can smell your scent and i know that you are protecting our daughter lindsay as well as gio and me, and i thank you for that. your little princess lindsay is out of control...she drives me crazy and i tell my co-workers all the things she does( they laugh ), then i say ... boy, iam about to put her on e-bay and everybody looks at me weird...i start to laugh out loud and say...i'm just kidding! lol lol. tom, i really would like a sign from you to let me know you are ok, just like the sign you gave me before you departed from earth...i never experience anything like it. i really miss you! after all, you were my best friend, my confident after all our fights and arguments..they used to pass very quickly and within a week or two, there we were..hey how are you? lol - i remember that you used to call me: mean,stinker,drama queen, conceided..among other names..lol but then again you use to call me baby or ma'... i know you really cared for me. i cared for you too, i guess it wasnt our time. i will never forget you. iam so sorry for the mistakes i made...i have to live with that for the rest of my life. you were, you are and always be very special to me. iam so sad that my baby doesnt have a daddy. when we go out and i see father's with their daughters playing and them caring for their child/little pricess, it breaks my heart that mines dont have that, and that she will miss out on that. iam so heartbroken!! i remember when you used to say that you wouldnt let no guy break her heart and that you will scare them away when they were to ask her on a date. :-( thats an impossible now. iam so depressed. life is so unfair at times. i do know that things happen for a reason and that god knows whats best for all, perhaps at this point is so hard to understand why? but eventually as time passes by and i get older, i may understand. i just wish things would've been different.
your baby mother,
rosie vargas
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I wish that I could have taken all the pain and suffering you endured while you were sick. If there was a way that I could have taken your place, I would have done so in a heart beat. I'm so so sorry that you endured all that pain and suffering. You were so brave and fought your cancer with all your might. Oh God, how do I keeping going on without you and everyday is a struggle to make it through the day. Your are constantly in my thoughts from the time I wake up until the time I go to bed. I know that all my loved ones that have gone on the other side sre with you and I miss you all so so much. Where do I go from here and how do I continue to have the will to continue to live. So So much pain, tears and sorrow continue to remain. Loving you forever and ever.
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I'm feeling so nostalgic today
and I wonder how do I begin to pick up some of the pieces to my life and mend them back together again. The pieces of my life and heart are all scattered every where and I don't know how to begin to put my life back together again without you. Please let me know that you're in peace and guide me to begin to put some of the pieces of my life back together again. My life is just totally out of control and the pain, sorrow, grief. heart break, loss and tears continually plague my life. Remember the movie Sleepless in Seattle, well I feel like that instead of Tom Hanks loses his wife to cancer I lose my son, You Thomas to cancer and now it's like I'm Sleepless in Woodland Park. I can really relate to that movie. Please guide me and give me courage to keep going on, please let me know that you're finally at peace. I Love You and Miss You SO SO SO Much.
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I made a down payment on your monument and it's going to have your picture on it and a little poem that I made up it our loving memory of you. Oh God, I miss you so so much and it's so hard not having you here to talk to and hug and kiss and I know Islam misses teasing you. The monument is going to be elegant and it will say lovin son, brother and father and Rest in Peace for our Love for you will never cease. I'm so depressed and lonely without you and I wonder why God has brought so much grief, sadness and sorrow into my life. Your daughter is as cute as ever and she's talking more. Kaylee is getting bigger and loves to eat just like her daddy. You're constantly in my thoughts from the time I wake up in the morning until I go to bed at night. My heart still aches the loss of you. I don't know why God continues to keep me here just to suffer and I just feel as long as I'm here on earth I'll never be happy or at peace. Loving you and missing you forever.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HELLO! JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU THAT TODAY WAS LINDAY S FIRST DAY AT A BALLET DANCE SCHOOL. I GOT HER A BEAUTIFUL PINK TUTU DRESS, SHE LOOKED LIKE A PRINCESS FROM DISNEY! WELL I GOT THERE TEN MINUTES LATE, SINCE SHE IS A HANDFUL, WHEN WE GOT THERE SHE DID NOT WANT FOR THE INSTRUCTOR TO LOOK AT HER SO SHE HAD HER EYES CLOSED MOST OF THE TIME AND DID NOT PARTICIPATE AT ALL. SHE ALSO TURN HER BACK AT THE INSTRUCTOR AND OF COURSE I LEFT THE GYM SO SHE MAY CONCENTRATE MORE IN THE CLASS. MAYBE SHE WILL BE COMFORTABLE LATER ON AS TIME GOES BY ( I HOPE ) AFTER THAT I TOOK HER TO BUY HER FAVORITES (MC DONALD'S FRENCH FRIES AND A MOCCHA FRAP FROM STARBUCKS )..LOL SHE IS UNBELIEVABLE! SHE THINKS SHE IS A BIG GIRL! EACH AND ECERY TIME SHE LEARNS SOMETHING NEW. SHE DRIVES ME CRAZY!! AND PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY HOW CUTE SHE IS. I ALSO TOOK HER TO A SPECIALIST AND CERTAIN TESTS ARE BEING PERFORM JUST TO MAKE SURE SHE IS IN GOOD HEALTH..THAT S VERY IMPORTANT TO ME! SEND US BLESSINGS FROM ABOVE!
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
hello tom ! in case this message gets to you. this is to let you know that you can have peace since one of my promises is in full effect. i feel very sad about it but i think its the best thing to do. i know you used to get mad at me everytime it happened before, when i was so sad and depressed about it. sorry i can not control my emotions. iam so sad that you are not around, i feel that my hands are so full and i need help with everything. lindsay demands a lot of attention and it's only me for her and gio, for work and everything else. your beautiful princess is a handful just by herself! gio is a teenager and its becoming hard for me. lindsay is in her terrible 2's and gio with his teenager attitude - being a single mom its not easy! you are missed. i have made mistakes in the past and i dont want to make the wrong choices for the future..please watch over us!
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Mom posted a condolence
Hi Thomas,
I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and on your birthday I went and planted some flowers at your grave site. It still so hard for me and everyday it seems like I'm obsessed with thinking about you and missing you so so much. As you know Anthony and Mikey's Mom is up there in Heaven with you and I know that all the angels in heaven were so happy to receive the both of you. Lindsay is doing fine and I see her almost every weekend and she's still a little stinker. Kaylee is a little stinker too when Jen goes to work and says bye bye Kaylee sticks out her tongue and makes spit sounds at her mother. Please bless and look after all the babies. Loving you forever.
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Jennifer R posted a condolence
Hey thomas sorry im alil late on wishing you a happy 30th b-day.. I got a job now and kaylee seems to be doing better.. she likes to play with stuff with her feet like her uncle..lol i miss you so much and not a day goes by where i dont miss u bulling and messing with islam lol.. your lil girl is such a princess she is so cute and getting so big.. i love you bro and allways will
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY TOM !!
I DIDN'T FORGET.. ;-)
YOU ARE MISSED! THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT, YOU WERE A GREAT LISTENER...
RE: LINDSAY, SHE IS UNIQUE! SHE LEARNS SOMETHING NEW EVERYDAY. SOON SHE WILL START GOING TO A PRE-SCHOOL NEAR MY JOB, THAT WAY I CAN HAVE FAST ACCESS IF I HAVE TO GET TO HER FOR ANY REASON. SHE WILL LEARN A LOT MORE IN SCHOOL. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL! I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HOW SHE WILL REACT AND INTERACT THERE..I HOPE SHE DOESN'T BULLY THE OTHER KIDS..LOL WE KNOW HOW SHE IS LOL.
WE THINK ABOUT YOU AND WE MISS YOU...I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEPS YOU IN HIS CARE!
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MOM posted a condolence
Thomas today is Islam birthday and how I wish you were here with us to celebrate your brother's birthday. It's just not a joyous day without you and memories of Islam's last birthday with you there fill my mind. Oh God it hurts beyond words not having you here today with us. My heart aches, tears flow, sadness overwhelms me, I just can't bear this any longer. I Love You and Miss You SO SO SO much. Loving You and Missing You Forever.
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MOM posted a condolence
Thomas,
I Love YOU SO SO MUCH. I just feel like I can't take this pain any longer, it hurts so so bad, I just feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I miss you SO SO much that life has no meaning to me without you.
I miss your hugs, kisses, smiles and laughter. Everyday
tears flow down my face and I ask Why did God take you away from me? It's not fair. My heart aches and I feel like this is a bad dream and I'm going to wake up and everything will be alright and that you're still here but I don't wake up and it's a real nightmare. I wiah that God would just take me home so we can be together again and this terrible heart ache and pain can finally end. I Love You and Miss You SO SO Much. I had so many plans for us to go on another cruise and move to Florida and now none of that is possible, Oh God this is just torture. Heartaches, Pain, Tears, Sadness and Memories continue to remain inside of me. How can I keep going on without you? I miss you saying, I Love You Too Ma. Life will never be the same and I'll never be the same without you. There will never be any happiness in my life now that you're gone. Waiting to be reunited once again with you but this time it'll be forever more in heaven.
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Jennifer (sis in-law) posted a condolence
Hey my brother, Where do I start? What do I say to make this pain and hurting inside stop? I miss you so much man. I wish thing were diff and you were here acting islam. I remember you guys playing xbox and you beating islam and he stood quite. You and I would leave and come back and islma would have spent the whole time practicing so he could beat you. But when he won and read the subtitles out loud you got so mad.. ha ha Kaylee is so young but trust me her young little mind and heart will never forget you. She plays stuff with her feet just like you did. Man your daughter looks just like you in every which way. She has your altitude she stomped on islam foot for giving her the wrong cookie lol. I will keep our promise and islam will keep his. Your princesses will be fine and we will watch them and guide them from any harm. I love you my brother!! Thanks for being there and helping me with everything
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mom posted a condolence
Thomas,
I Love and miss you more than words can convey. Everyday, every hour, evry minute, every second my heart fills with sadness and not having you here any longer hurts so so bad. I miss your smile, your laugh, your voice and evrything about you. There's a tremendous void in my heart an empty space that will never ever be filled. I feel like I'm in Dantes Inferno just in Hells Limbo. My Life will never be the same without you. Happiness just doesn't exist any more without you and everyday I long to be reunited with you once again. Rest in Peace for my Love for you will never cease. I Love You and Miss You so so Much. Lindsay your daughter is stll asking for DADDY, It's so sad. Loving you forever.
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Jamie Trovato posted a condolence
Your big smile and loving personality will be missed. You were taken from us too soon. Rest in peace.
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Elsa Feliciano posted a condolence
Hello,
I don't know exactly what to say, because I did not know Thomas Cantres well. But the times I did meet him he seemed to be like this very nice, happy and outgoing person. May Thomas be RESTING IN ETERNAL PEACE. God Bless his whole entire family and friends!!
Sincerely,
Elsa
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Teresa Hasim posted a condolence
Thomas, you are/were a beatiful addition to our family. Although we weren't in much contact in recent years, you were always in my thoughts. I remember you as a young child..trying to avoid my hugs and kisses. You tried running/hiding from me..but I know you wanted those kisses :) May you now rest in peace..in pain no more. I love you.
~Aunt Terry
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Kudeza Hasim posted a condolence
My Beloved Son,
I Love You and miss you more than words can describe. As I told you many times that I wish I could have taken your place during your years of pain and suffering and you always told me Ma don't say that, I wouldn't wish this on anyone. When you had pain, I had pain, when you cried I cried, when you suffered I suffered. I'll Love You and will Miss You Immensely. I know that one day soon we'll be reunited again in Heaven. You were a great Son and Father. I'll never ever forget you as long as I Live. I'll always remember you beautiful smile and Loving Ways. Rest in Peace because my Love for you will never cease.
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Kenny posted a condolence
THOMAS i remeber thos good old days from hannging out with all the guys me you jerry dean manny an the rest of the crew but your in a a better place t bone i love man rip t from Kenny
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
TOM,(LIKE I USED TO CALL U) I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE AND PROTECT OUR DAUGHTER. LINDSAY ROSE SAW YOUR PICTURE NOW AND SHE CALLED OUT LOUD: "DADDY"! WITH A BIG SMILE IN HER FACE..SHE'S ONLY 2 1/2 YRS. OLD NOW. YOUR MEMORIES WILL LIVE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER! NOW YOU ARE IN THE CARE OF GOD! PLEASE SEND BLESSINGS FROM ABOVE TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS LINDSAY ...
******************************WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY! NOW,
TEARS FALL, SADNESS REMAIN, YOUR ABSENCE IS FELT, YOUR VOICE IS NO LONGER HEARD BUT KNOW THAT MY PROMISES WILL BE KEPT AND WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY ! TOM, I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVED POETRY.. THIS ONE IS FROM MY HEART.
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I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOUR FAMILY, I DO WANT LINDSAY TO KNOW ABOUT HER BACKGROUND. THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY BUT THERE WILL NOT BE ENOUGH PAPER OR SPACE FOR ALL MY THOUGHTS AND WORDS. YOU WONT BE FORGOTTEN !
MAY GOD GIVE YOUR MOTHER KUDEZA STRENGHT IN THIS TIME OF SADNESS WITHOUT YOU. REST IN PEACE! WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY. LOVE, YOUR BABY MOTHER... ROSIE VARGAS
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adrian j. rivera flores posted a condolence
rest in peace cus you are going to be in better place now you'r cousin bebo from puerto rico
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Hector Botero posted a condolence
Thomas, right after high school we went our seperate ways but I'll never forget the moments we shared together, playing ball after school, or meeting up at your house and going at it in mortal kombat on your super nintendo and then taking a walk to the store. those memories will forever be with me, Thomas rest in peace bro. love u.
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Jennifer posted a condolence
Thomas i know we didnt know each other that long. Or at times we didnt get along because you stole my juice and drank all me ice tea. But you were allways kind and sweet. With your big eyes and ur sweet smile. And the best part is your hugs. Ill miss you and so will ur niece and your simp bro.lol i love u
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Rosie Vargas posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 25, 2018
Hi my Tom, Rest In Peace!
Woww it has been decades since my last visit here, I had no idea how to get back to it, finally thanks to our daughter Lindsay who found it for me, so much has passed by. Sooo much to share with you. Our daughter Lindsay soon will b turning 12, she s sooo beautiful, very petite, slim, our model. She s very picky with food as well as with clothes. I always talk to her about you, you are not and will not be forgotten. There are times when Lindsay gets depressed and cries because she misses having a chat with her Dad ( you ), she says she didn’t get the chance to talk to you. I tell her she can still talk to you .. even though she was only 2 1/2 when you departed, she has vague memories. If you would have been alive I know you would’ve been so over protective. I am lol lol, she s already talking about boys liking her and viceversa ughhhh ... I know it’s normal but it’s the thought : our baby is growing...
when we visit your grave, our talks, you are missed Thomas!
Watch and protect us ! Your mom, your daughter, your brother, me and all of those whom you loved and care for.
Rest In Peace our Angel! Our love will live for ever in our hearts and memories!
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Tuesday, September 25, 2018
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Hello Tom! May you rest in peace! You are missed and never forgotten. Many years have gone by but you are always in our hearts and thoughts, there s so much I want to say to you.
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ROSIE VARGAS posted a condolence
Monday, January 24, 2011
HELLO MY DEAR THOMAS!! ITS BEEN A COUPLE OF MONTHS SINCE MY LAST VISIT HERE, BUT WHEN I DONT COME HERE, I DO VISIT YOU AT THE CEMETARY...1ST OF ALL YOU ARE SO MISSED! BY ME, BY LINDSAY AND YOUR FAMILY AS WELL. LINDSAY IS GROWING UP SO FAST!! I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US AND YOU MUST BE LAUGHING WITH LINDSAY S REMARKS AND WITH HER DEVELOPMENT...SHE REALLY MISS HAVING A DAD BY HER, WATCHING HER GROW AND SHARING THINGS WITH US AS A FAMILY !! OUR LITTLE PRINCESS HAS LEARN SO MUCH, SHE HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR AS WELL...AND WHEN SHE ASKS ABOUT YOU, I TELL HER THAT YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD AND THE ANGELS...SHE SEEMS CONFUSED AND IT IS SO SAD TO KNOW THAT SHE DOESNT HAVE A DAD..GOD KNOWS WHAT AND WHY THINGS ARE DONE THE WAY HE WANTS...I JUST ASK FOR GOD TO HELP US IN EACH AND EVERY WAY POSSIBLE... SHARING WITH YOU THAT I AM AT PEACE, I FEEL CALM AND HAPPY..WHEN PEOPLE THAT TRULY CARE FOR YOU MAKES YOUR LIFE EASIER AND WITH UNDERSTANDING SUPPORT, WITHOUT INSTIGATING, OR CAUSING FOR ME TO GET UPSET OR WORRIED..THOSE ARE THE ONES THAT ARE BY ME AND THE ONES I WANT AROUND..I DID SET A GOAL THIS NEW YEAR 2011 AND I AM FOLLOWING THRU WITH IT! ..LOL ITS AMAZING THE GOOD FEELING OF BEING LOVED AND ADMIRED... THANK YOU LORD! THANK YOU THOMAS FOR WATCHING OVER US !! MAY YOU REST IN PEACE OUR ANGEL !!
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Mom posted a condolence
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Hi Thomas,
It's Christmas time again and Lindsay is getting taller and smarter. I wish you were here for Christmas with us even though I know you are here spirtually. I Love you and miss you so much and I think of you everyday. Kaylee is getting tall too and talking pretty good. Your daughter is so beautiful and smart. She looks just like you. Islam bought the girls a table and chair set and some other toys. I bought them toys too. When they misbehave I tell them that Santa Claus wants them to be good girls and if they misbehave Santa isn't going to bring them presents for Christmas. They are smart because then they stop misbehaving and start acting good. I know you can see Lindsay from heaven and I know you'll always watch over her. I Love and Miss you so much.
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